Warning: This review contains spoilers for IT Chapter 2.
The thing about monsters is that they derive their power from the unknown. That shadow you can barely make out in the dark is a hundred times more terrifying than whatever banal object it turns out to be when you turn the lights on. The anxieties and unspoken phobias that live inside your own head are far worse than when they’re finally spoken aloud.
IT Chapter 1 understood that. In the film’s opening sequence, little Georgie goes down to the basement for some wax, and trembles with fear when he spots what look like burning devil eyes staring at him from the black abyss. When he shines his flashlight over the spot, it turns out to be just a mound of cleaning supplies. The original film applied that same attitude towards Pennywise (Bill Skarsgard), the physical manifestation of all the worst fears carried by the children of Derry, ME. Without knowing much about him, he’s a terrifying prism through which to view the traumas of childhood, and the indifference with which they’re often treated by adults.
In IT Chapter 2, also directed by Andy Muschietti, and adapted by Gary Dauberman from the second half of Stephen King’s novel, the children are now adults. It’s been 27 years since the Losers Club made a pact to return to their haunted hometown if that dreaded clown were ever to resurface, and guess what? He has. Taking advantage of a horrifying homophobic attack in the film’s opening moments, Pennywise uses the blood of his victim (Xavier Dolan), to spell out a message for his old nemeses: “Come home.” The only problem is, none of them, except for Mike Hanlon (played by Isaiah Mustafa as an adult, and Chosen Jacobs in flashbacks) remembers where that is. I’ve always been puzzled as to why the Losers Club wouldn’t just be lying in wait for 27 years, counting down to an eventual showdown. But as it turns out, leaving Derry means you lose your memories of the evil that lurks within.
Aside from poor Mike, who’s been standing guard this whole time, all of our heroes have led fairly successful lives, although tinged with a darkness they don’t quite understand: Bill Denborough (James McAvoy/Jaeden Martell) is a famous horror novelist turned screenwriter living in Hollywood; Eddie Kaspbrak (James Ranson/Jack Dylan Grazer) is a risk analyst in Manhattan who married a replica of his overbearing mother; Richie Tozier (Bill Hader/Finn Wolfhard) is a comedian who doesn’t write his own material; Stanley Uris (Andy Bean/Wyatt Olef) is happily married and planning a vacation; Ben Hanscom (Jay Ryan/Jeremy Ray Taylor) is an architect with a sick bod; and Beverly Marsh (Jessica Chastain/Sophia Lilis) co-owns a chic closet company with her abusive and violent husband, mirroring the relationship she had with her father.
When Mike calls, they all react with visceral swiftness, in the grip of fears they can’t name. It’s only once they reunite once more that it all starts to come back, and they band together to rid Derry of Pennywise once and for all.
That’s also where the film goes steeply downhill. The idea behind IT Chapter 2 is that to defeat Pennywise, they must understand where he comes from. But that also neuters the elements that make him such a potent villain.
At two hours and forty five minutes, it’s also an impossibly long quest towards a mostly unsatisfying conclusion, punctuated with flashbacks that feel disconnected from the original. The entire plot hinges on a falling out between the group that was a minor point in the first film, and now turns out lasted for several days, conveniently enabling each kid to have a revelatory encounter with IT that they now have to unpack as adults. And while those scenes are arguably the scariest, they also have little to no stakes. We know they survived — they made it to adulthood, after all.
But IT Chapter 2 isn’t all that interested in developing these characters as adults. Their emotional growth seems to have been stunted three decades earlier. They’re still dealing with the same petty feuds, romantic dramas, and in Richie’s case, a secret that isn’t given the proper weight in his character arc for it to really hit home. And as a result, we care about them less. Thank god for Hader, who saves every scene he’s in as he walks a tightrope between superbly delivered one-liners anchored in real, messy emotions. Cast him in everything!
What’s more, some of the things lifted directly from King’s novel simply have not aged well. As with Pet Sematary, too much of the story relies on culturally appropriated Native American myths, and Mike, the only person of colour, is sidelined to an uncomfortable degree. I could have done without the running fat jokes, and there’s a streak of homophobia running through the action that may have resonated strongly in the 1980s, but now seems unnecessarily cruel to depict. Same goes for the domestic violence Beverly is once more grappling with, which feels more exploitative this time around than in the original. Why show her husband’s abusive behaviour if she’s not going to confront it later? Without her perspective, there’s no sense that it’s done in pursuit of some larger catharsis.
Muschetti is skilled at blocking out horror — one scene in particular, involving the uncanny form of a naked old woman twirling in the background of a shot, will haunt my nightmares. But though Skarsgard does some great work as Pennywise, it’s lost in all the grand special effects used to blow him up to the size of a large barn, or grant him enough legs to create a clown-spider hybrid.(That’s another thing about this movie: Too. Many. Spiders.) But while the result should be terrifying, it actually just comes off as, well, clownish.
IT is a sprawling epic, and the two films reflect that scope. But the second film meanders, sagging in the middle, and devoting far too much time to a final showdown between our protagonists and their foe. Meanwhile, the thing that actually takes him down is so laughably cheesy that it makes you wonder what the big deal was in the first place. When the cinema lights come on, IT is nothing more than a mound of rags in the corner. What a shame.
It: Chapter Two is in UK cinemas from 6th September 2019.
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Als ich Anfang 20 war, veranstalteten meine Freund*innen und ich wöchentliche Partys in verschiedenen Clubs in London. Meine Aufgabe war es, unsere Events zu promoten und später zusammen mit den Gästen zu feiern. Erst hat mir der Job superviel Spaß gemacht, aber nach ein paar Jahren hatte ich genug von den langen Nächten und vom Alkohol. Also habe ich das Trinken aufgegeben und 24 Monate lang keinen Tropfen mehr angerührt. Während dieser zwei Jahre sah meine Haut besser aus als jemals zuvor.
Meine Erwachsenenakne war nicht mehr so stark meine Poren schienen kleiner zu sein und meine Haut strahlte. Als ich dann allerdings doch mal wieder ein Gläschen trank, fiel mir auf, dass ich das Zeug schon ganz schön mochte und vermisst hatte. Der herrliche Geschmack eines vollmundingen trockenen Rotweins. Das perfekte Spiel der Gegensätze eines süß-saueren Margaritas. Die wohlige Wärme eines Kaffees mit einem Schuss Baileys an einem bitterkalten Wintertag.
Alkohol wurde mal wieder zum Laster meiner Wahl und das war auch okay für mich, bis Facebook mir ein Foto aus meiner abstinenten Phase zeigte, auf dem ich strahlende, glatte, pickelfreie Haut hatte. Als ich das sah, fragte ich mich direkt, ob ich noch mal so wie vor zehn Jahren aussehen könnte, wenn ich wieder auf Alkohol verzichten würde – also auch auf die „erlaubten“ 20 g reinen Alkohols pro Tag. Also beschloss ich, einen „Dry January“ einzulegen und das neue Jahr nüchtern zu beginnen. Im Folgenden berichte, wie es mir und meiner Haut während dieser 28 Tage erging.
1. Woche
Nach einem intensiven Monat des Ausgehens in dem ich wöchentlich etwa 8 bis 10 Cocktails getrunken hatte, war es kein Wunder, dass meine Haut am 1. Januar alles andere als frisch und jugendlich wirkte. Meine Wangen sahen aus, als hätte ich meinen knallroten Lippenstift vom Vorabend schön auf ihnen verschmiert. Die Haut um die Augen wirkten dagegen eher fahl und ungesund. Meine Poren waren deutlich größer als sonst, meine Augen verquollen und die Falten um meinen Mund schienen tiefer. Obwohl ich sonst eher ölige Haut habe, hatten sich um meinen Mund herum trockene Stellen gebildet – da konnte mich nicht Mal mehr mein Lieblingsserum (Peter Thomas Roths Water Drench Hyaluronic Cloud) retten. Also suchte ich Expertinnen auf und bat um Rat.
„Für den Körper ist Alkohol eine giftige Substanz. Deshalb versucht er, ihn so schnell wie möglich mithilfe seines Hauptentgiftungsorgans, der Leber, wieder loszuwerden“, erklärt die Ernährungsberaterin Lorna Driver-Davies. „Während dieses Prozesses verstoffwechselt die Leber den Alkohol in eine sogar noch giftigere Substanz namens Acetaldehyd. Um es weniger schädlich zu machen, brauchen wir Nährstoffe, Mineralien und Antioxidantien – doch eben diese spielen auch eine Rolle, wenn es etwa um Zellerneuerung geht. Sie können den Alterungsprozess verlangsamen, Pickeln vorbeugen und Feuchtigkeit binden. Weil unsere Haut jedoch kein lebenswichtiges Organ ist, priorisiert unser Körper den Alkoholabbau und nicht die Versorgung der Haut.“ Klingt logisch, oder?
Die Schönheitschirurgin Dr. Maryam Zamani erklärte mir: „Alkohol wurde mit verschiedenen Hautproblemen in Verbindung gebracht, wie Schuppenflechte und Akne. Es gibt auch Untersuchungen, die darauf hindeuten, dass er, besonders bei Frauen, zu Rosacea führen kann. Und selbst, wenn du von diesen Dingen verschon wirst, reicht bereits eine feucht-fröhliche Nacht aus, um Entzündungen hervorzurufen, die wiederum für rote Flecken, vergrößerte Poren, Schwellungen und dehydrierte Haut sorgen können. Auch die besten Pflegeprodukte können in diesem Fall meist nur wenig ausrichten, wenn du einen ungesunden Lifestyle hast. Um bestmögliche Resultate zu erzielen, solltest du also nicht nur gute Produkte verwenden, sondern auch versuchen, möglichst gesund zu leben.“
2. Woche
In der zweiten Woche schien meine Haut noch röter zu sein als noch ein paar Tage zu vor. Meine Poren konnte man zu diesem Zeitpunkt höchstwahrscheinlich aus dem Weltall erkennen – genauso wie die entzündeten Mitesser und Pickel, die neu dazugekommen waren. Mein Selbstbewusstsein hat darunter wirklich gelitten. Ich bin es zwar gewohnt, dass mein Monatszyklus von Pickeln begleitet wird und versuche, mich davon nicht aufhalten zu lassen. Aber wenn dazu noch rote Flecken, große Poren und ein fahler Teint kommen, fällt es selbst mir schwer, Augenkontakt mit anderen zu halten – und ich bin eigentlich sehr offen und kontaktfreudig. Ich fragte mich langsam, ob das normal ist oder ob etwas nicht mit mir stimmt.
Laut Dr. Zamanis sieht deine Haut nicht automatisch besser aus, sobald du deinem Körper keinen neuen Alkohol mehr einflößt. Fakt ist, du hast dir Gifte zugeführt und weniger geschlafen. „Alkohol hat einen negativen Einfluss auf deine Schlafqualität. Er verringert die Fähigkeit des Körpers, sich über Nacht zu regenerieren und wirkt sich auf das Feuchtigkeitsniveau deiner Haut aus. Weil er den pH-Wert senkt, wird der Säureschutzmantel geschwächt.“ Außerdem erzählte mir Dr. Zamani, der Zucker in deinem Lieblingswein oder -drink könnte ebenfalls zur Entstehung der Hautunreinheiten beitragen. „Durch die Erhöhung des Blutzuckerspiegels und der Insulinproduktion werden die Hormone aus dem Gleichgewicht gebracht – und das kann man der Haut ansehen. Bis sich diese Ungleichgewichte wieder reguliert haben, kann es leider eine Weile dauern“, so Dr. Zamani.
3. Woche
Auch wenn ich am liebsten einen Kosmetiktermin ausgemacht hätte – in der Hoffnung, danach endlich wieder jugendliche Haut zu haben – bin ich meiner regulären Hautpflegeroutine treu geblieben, um das Resultat meines vierwöchigen Experiments nicht zu verfälschen. Zum Glück konnte ich aber langsam leichte Verbesserungen feststellen. Jetzt, da sich mein Körper größtenteils entgiftet hatte, schienen auch meine Hautpflegeprodukte besser zu wirken. Meine Haut war nicht mehr ganz so uneben und meine Poren wirkten auf jeden Fall wieder etwas kleiner. Die einzige Partie meines Gesichts, bei der ich keine Veränderung feststellen konnte, war die Haut um meine Augen. Sie sah immer noch bleich und müde aus. Also machte ich Cliniques Beyond Perfecting Super Concealer Camouflage + 24 Hour Wear zu meinem neuen Make-up-BFF und fragte Dr. Zamani, was dahintersteckte. „Mit nur 0,05 mm ist die Haut um die Augen die empfindlichste des gesamten Körpers. Dadurch ist sie besonders anfällig für jede Art von Stress sowie Feuchtigkeitsverlust. Außerdem lässt mit der Zeit auch die Elastin- und Kollagenproduktion nach. Wie bereits gesagt, nimmt die Fähigkeit der Haut sich selbst zu regenerieren durch den Alkoholkonsum ab. Es ist nicht überraschend, wenn deine Augenpartie müde und geschwollen aussieht.“
4. Woche
Am Anfang dieser Woche war meine Haut auf dem absoluten Höhepunkt. Sie sah so gut aus, dass ich mich am liebsten direkt für ein Bumble-Date verabredet, mich mit Freund*innen getroffen und neue Instagram-Fotos gemacht hätte, weil ich mich so wohl in meiner Haut fühlte. Also habe ich genau das alles gemacht. Allerdings hielt dieses traumhafte Gefühl nur drei Tage an, denn dann fing ich mir einen Infekt ein und verbrachte die nächsten Tage krank im Bett. Und zack! sah meine Haut wieder aus wie am Neujahrstag.
Schließlich muss ich zugeben: Von heute auf morgen komplett auf Alkohol zu verzichten, hat sich nicht nur positiv auf meine Haut ausgewirkt (was wahrscheinlich an der Verbesserung meiner Schlafqualität lag), sondern auch auf meine Stimmung und meine Energie. Dass die Erkältung für einen kleinen Downer sorgte, ist klar. Aber sie hat mir auch noch mal bewusst gemacht, dass der Zustand der Haut durch viele Dinge beeinflusst wird. Ich frage mich, wie meine Haut wohl am Ende der vierten Woche ausgesehen hätte, wenn mir der Infekt nicht dazwischengefunkt hätte.
Wie dem auch sei, im Anschluss an mein Experiment habe ich eine Entscheidung getroffen: Ich versuche jetzt, ein gesundes Mittelmaß zu finden. Ich ersetze jetzt den Hormonhaushalt durcheinander bringenden Wein durch Alkohol, der den Blutzuckerspiegel nicht so sehr in die Höhe schnellen lässt, wie Tequila. Außerdem trinke ich geringere Mengen – das gruselige Wort Gift spukt mir seit der Unterhaltung mit den beiden Expertinnen immer noch im Kopf herum. Außerdem nehme ich nun Nahrungsergänzungsmittel und versuche, weniger Industriezucker und raffinierte Kohlenhydrate zu konsumieren. Damit ich kein schlechtes Gewissen mehr haben muss, wenn ich dann doch mal Lust auf einen Drink habe.
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Who What Wear Elbow Sleeve Button-Down Flowy Tiered Mini Dress, $Array, available at TargetPhoto Courtesy of Target.This itty bitty blue bag has your name written all over it.
Topshop Mason Crocodile Ball Mini Bag, $Array, available at TopshopPhoto Courtesy of Topshop.Got a slew of summer weddings to attend? We just found the perfect dress for you to wear.
Glamorous Curve Maxi Wrap Dress With Tie Waist , $Array, available at ASOSPhoto Courtesy of ASOS.Styling tip: throw these fishnets under a midi slip skirt for a look that can't be beat.
The Great Eros Medium Fishnet, $Array, available at Need SupplyPhoto Courtesy of Need Supply.Balenciaga isn't the only brand that's mastered the dad sneaker. This chunky, white pair gets you all the style points of a dad sneaker at a quarter of the price.
Nike M2K Tekno Leather And Neoprene Sneakers, $Array, available at Net-A-PorterRefinery 29These aren't your average bike shorts. When you're not donning them for an on-trend summer look, you can utilize these bad boys as pjs, workout gear, and a chic undergarment — all for just $20.
Free People Seamless Rib Bike Short, $Array, available at Free PeoplePhoto Courtesy of Free People.Looking for a Mother's Day gift that'll speed up your mom when she holds up the grocery line ruffling through her overstuffed wallet? We've got you covered.
Acne Studios Elmas S Card Case, $Array, available at NordstromPhoto Courtesy of Nordstrom.Can't beat a slip skirt for just 20 bucks.
Bershka Satin Midi Skirt, $Array, available at BershkaPhoto Courtesy of Bershka.Throw an oversized blazer over this workout unitard for the perfect post-gym brunch look.
Universal Standard Extended Size Next-to-Naked Bodysuit, $Array, available at Universal StandardPhoto Courtesy of Universal Standard.We're betting big on the chain-link handbag trend thanks to Paco Rabanne. Good thing you don't have to spend $$$ to get one of your own.
Charles & Keith Chunky Chain Handle Crossbody Bag, $Array, available at Charles & KeithPhoto Courtesy of Charles & Keith.Any complete wardrobe needs a pair of these.
Reformation Plus-Size Julia Crop High Cigarette Jean, $Array, available at ReformationPhoto Courtesy of Reformation.For those extra hot days when you can't find anything comfortable to wear — this flowy, breathable maxi is for you.
Textile Narda Empire Waist Maxi Dress, $Array, available at WalmartPhoto Courtesy of Walmart.Every fashion girl's hidden secret, Loeil, is offering up this watercolored slip dress for less than $150 bucks. Go get it.
Loeil Cabell Dress, $Array, available at LoeilPhoto Courtesy of Loeil.This one goes out to all the art fanatics out there.
SPRZ NY Jean-Michel Basquiat NY Short-Sleeve Graphic T-Shirt, $Array, available at UniqloPhoto Courtesy of Uniqlo.For all your grocery, gym, and endless work necessities, this reusable tote will be there.
Baggu Standard Marigold Stripe Tote, $Array, available at BagguPhoto Courtesy of Baggu.A little black bikini (especially a one-shoulder style like this one) is a must for any beachside summer vacay.
Pull & Bear Asymmetric Bikini Top, $Array, available at Pull & Bear
Pull & Bear Bikini Bottoms, $Array, available at Pull & BearRefinery 29For everyone who isn't heading off on vacation this spring, here's a little piece of the beach to keep you going.
Alterita Shells Anklet, $Array, available at Opening CeremonyPhoto Courtesy of Opening Ceremony.Lavender, velvet, high waisted — this ultra-luxe lingerie set checks off all of our boxes.
The Frankie Shop Lavender Bralette and Panty Velour Set, $Array, available at The Frankie ShopPhoto Courtesy of The Frankie Shop.Your end-all-be-all LBD is here — and it's available in sizes XS to 4XL.
Good American The Ruched Midi Dress, $Array, available at Good AmericanPhoto Courtesy of Good American. Who doesn't like a pair of jeans that also helps the planet? Gotta love Everlane.
Everlane The Cheeky Straight Jean, $Array, available at EverlanePhoto Courtesy of Everlane.Taste the rainbow with these colorful huggies.
BaubleBar Haili Huggie Hoop Earring Set, $Array, available at BaubleBarPhoto Courtesy of Baublebar.In search of the perfect hoodie to throw on for those cool summer nights? This popular brand designed the under-$100 softwear of your dreams.
The Arrivals Cropped Hoodie, $Array, available at The ArrivalsPhoto Courtesy of The Arrivals.Summer is the perfect time to relax and chill. And this rainbow-beaded, under-$60 earring is just the reminder you need.
Éliou All The Feels Earring "Chill", $Array, available at ÉliouPhoto Courtesy of éliou.The ultimate all-in-one summer look, solved.
Le Fou by Wilfred Bodycon Camisole Jumpsuit, $Array, available at AritziaPhoto Courtesy of Aritzia.Another classic for your collection of going-out tops.
Urban Outfitters Ribbed One-Shoulder Tank Top, $Array, available at Urban OutfittersPhoto Courtesy of Urban Outfitters.All-white season has officially begun — why not kick it off with a pair of white paper-bag pants?
Pixie Market Belted Paper Bag Waist Pants, $Array, available at Pixie MarketPhoto Courtesy of Pixie Market.Nothing says summer like florals and ruffles.
& Other Stories Ruffled Floral Midi Dress, $Array, available at & Other StoriesPhoto Courtesy of & Other Stories.Jump on board summer's hottest shoe trend with these classic, yet elevated, Teva's.
Teva Midform Universal Leather Sandal, $Array, available at Free PeoplePhoto Courtesy of Free People.Work hard in style in these rust-colored bike shorts.
Girlfriend Toasted Apricot Seamless High-Rise Bike Short, $Array, available at GirlfriendPhoto Courtesy of Girlfriend.Keep your sunnies in check with this under-$15 pearl sunglass chain.
Outman Beaded Eyeglass Lanyard, $Array, available at AmazonPhoto Courtesy of Amazon.It's official: we're denim tuxedo'ing all summer long.
Zara ZW Premium Real Straight Jeans, $Array, available at ZaraRefinery 29You can never have too many little white tops — especially when they look like this.
Courtyard LA Poet Blouse, $Array, available at Courtyard LAPhoto Courtesy of Courtyard LA.Little red bikinis are a must.
Pull & Bear Balconette Bikini Top, $Array, available at Pull & Bear
Pull & Bear Ribbed Bikini Bottoms, $Array, available at Pull & BearPhoto Courtesy of Pull & Bear.Mary-Janes are ideal for work and play and everything in between.
Charles & Keith Double Buckle Mary Jane Flats, $Array, available at Charles & KeithPhoto Courtesy of Charles & Keith.We're expecting daisy prints to dominate the midi skirt scene this summer.
Reformation Extended Size Bea Skirt , $Array, available at ReformationPhoto Courtesy of Reformation.Trust us when we say that these are no ordinary sweatpants.
Richer Poorer Fleece Sweatpant, $Array, available at Richer PoorerPhoto Courtesy of Richer Poorer.Whoever said flats are boring hasn't seen these.
Everlane Strappy Sandal, $Array, available at EverlanePhoto Courtesy of Everlane.When you find a good pair of shorts (for under $30 no less), don't pass them up.
H&M Plus Plus-Size Paper-Bag Shorts, $Array, available at H&MPhoto Courtesy of H&M.Slip skirts are a no-brainer.
Topshop Lace Trims Satin Bias Midi Skirt, $Array, available at TopshopPhoto Courtesy of Topshop.Bucket hats are everywhere right now — but this Acne Studios find might be our favorite. If you're not looking to splurge on something so trendy, here's a cheaper style that's just as good.
Acne Studios Buk Face Twill Bucket Hat, $Array, available at NordstromPhoto Courtesy of Nordstrom.Polka dots are dominating the print scene for another season — and they're even better when you mix large and small dotted patterns together.
Eloquii Mixed Print Wrap Dress, $Array, available at EloquiiPhoto Courtesy of Eloquii.Just a touch of color goes a long way.
Justine Clenquet Kiko Necklace, $Array, available at Opening CeremonyRefinery 29Anyone up for a picnic? Because we need an excuse to wear this dress ASAP.
Violeta By Mango Checked Linen Dress, $Array, available at MangoPhoto Courtesy of Mango.A swimsuit that doubles as a going out top? Done and done.
Aerie Pop Longline Scoop Bikini Top, $Array, available at Aerie
Aerie Pop Bikini Bottom, $Array, available at AeriePhoto Courtesy of Aerie.Keep your barrette game strong this summer with these under-$15 clips.
Bershka Diamanté Hair Clips, $Array, available at BershkaPhoto Courtesy of Bershka.Off-the-shoulder? Puff sleeves? Ruched details? This dress really does have it all.
Who What Wear Plus Size Floral Print Square Neck Shirred Midi Dress, $Array, available at TargetPhoto Courtesy of Target.There's no sale like a Need Supply sale.
Farrow Pascale Tiered Skirt, $Array, available at Need SupplyPhoto Courtesy of Need Supply.Birks are back, people.
Birkenstock Arizona Essentials, $Array, available at ZapposPhoto Courtesy of Zappos.We'll literally buy anything that comes in seafoam green.
Brinker & Eliza Flower Child Huggies, $Array, available at ShopbopPhoto Courtesy of Shopbop.The cutest little ribbed shorts we've ever laid our eyes on.
Lisa Says Gah Mia Ribbed Short, $Array, available at Lisa Says GahPhoto Courtesy of Lisa Says Gah.Breezy, white, mini-length: what's not to love about this sundress?
ASOS CURVE Curve Mini Reversible Cotton Slub Smock Dress, $Array, available at ASOSPhoto Courtesy of ASOS.If you don't have a dozen pearl bracelets stacked on your wrists, is it even summertime?
BaubleBar Caye Pearl Bracelet, $Array, available at BaubleBarPhoto Courtesy of Baublebar.Your go-to summer swimsuit is less than $50.
Xhilaration Plus Tie Front Bralette Bikini Top, $Array, available at Target
Xhilaration Plus High Waist Bikini Bottom, $Array, available at TargetPhoto Courtesy of Target.No summer is complete without a pair of cut-offs.
Mango Frayed Denim Shorts, $Array, available at MangoPhoto Courtesy of Mango.Baseball caps are the new dad sneakers.
Walk of Shame Embroidered Sorry Cap, $Array, available at The Frankie ShopPhoto Courtesy of The Frankie Shop.A touch of neon goes a long way.
Adidas Nite Jogger Shoes, $Array, available at AdidasPhoto Courtesy of Adidas.Your beach bag's never looked so good.
Eliza May Rose Compass Bag, $Array, available at WalmartPhoto Courtesy of Walmart.Your new everyday of the week dress is less than $60.
ASOS CURVE Curve Button Through Maxi Dress, $Array, available at ASOSPhoto Courtesy of ASOS.From the freshwater pearls to the Indonesian cowrie shells, this is not your average craft store necklace.
Éliou Paxi Bead, Pearl And Shell Necklace, $Array, available at Net-A-PorterPhoto Courtesy of Net-A-Porter.Who else thinks we just found the perfect L.B.M.S. (little black mini skirt)?
& Other Stories Satin Mini Skirt, $Array, available at & Other StoriesPhoto Courtesy of & Other Stories.Summer's not summer if you're not wearing a pair of slime sandals.
Topshop Strippy Lime Heeled Sandals, $Array, available at TopshopPhoto Courtesy of Topshop.Take advantage of Solid & Striped's 4th of July discounts by getting yourself a bikini you can wear again and again.
Solid & Striped The Violet, $Array, available at Solid & StripedPhoto Courtesy of Solid & Striped.Don't let summer pass you by without jumping aboard the biker short bandwagon.
H&M Thick Jersey Cycling Shorts, $Array, available at H&MPhoto Courtesy of H&M.Orange you glad you snagged the perfect summer midi skirt?
Violeta By Mango Plus-Size Gingham Print Skirt, $Array, available at MangoPhoto Courtesy of Mango.If it says your zodiac sign on it (and in rhinestones no less), you can bet that we're buying it.
Hanky Panky Zodiac Sign Original Rise Thong, $Array, available at Hanky PankyPhoto Courtesy of Hanky Panky.Match your morning matcha with this slinky slip dress.
Wilfred Slinky Midi Slip Dress, $Array, available at AritziaPhoto Courtesy of Aritzia.The strappier the better.
Pêche Josie, $Array, available at PêchePhoto Courtesy of pêche. There's no going wrong with a floral wrap dress — especially when it costs less than $30.
H&M Plus Plus-Size Calf-Length Wrap Dress, $Array, available at H&MRefinery 29Breezy white pants have never looked (or felt) so cool.
Loeil Rake Pant, $Array, available at LoeilPhoto Courtesy of Loeil.Wear it as a slip or paired with a blazer for the perfect warm-weather throw-on-and-go.
Free People Seamless Romper, $Array, available at Free PeoplePhoto Courtesy of Free People.Three cheers for cotton candy slip skirts!
Zara Satin Skirt With Lace Trim, $Array, available at ZaraPhoto Courtesy of Zara.Every fashion girl's favorite hair accessory for less than $10? *Adds to cart*
ICENEE Padded Thick Headband Velvet, $Array, available at AmazonPhoto Courtesy of Amazon.And of course you'll need a pair of the matching picnic pants.
Courtyard LA Duvall Bodysuit, $Array, available at Courtyard LAPhoto Courtesy of Courtyard LA.The heat's got nothing on this breathable, cotton wrap dress.
Eloquii Striped Wrap Dress with Puff Sleeves, $Array, available at EloquiiPhoto Courtesy of Eloquii.Why eat fruit when you could wear it instead?
Notte Jewelry Maraschino Cherries Studs, $Array, available at Notte JewelryPhoto Courtesy of Notte Jewelry.Headed to the beach this summer? Here's a sure fire way to avoid the heat, but look hot af.
Muchique Large Boater Natural Ribbon Hat, $Array, available at AmazonPhoto Courtesy of Amazon.Sneakers, slides, strappy sandals — no matter what shoes you pair with this under-$40 dress, it'll look like a million bucks.
Who What Wear Plus Size Floral Off the Shoulder Back Drawstring Dress, $Array, available at TargetPhoto Courtesy of Target.Get the Jacquemus look for less with this under-$100 cotton romper.
Lioness Hey You Plunging Shirt Romper, $Array, available at Urban OutfittersPhoto Courtesy of Urban Outfitters. Fact: Keeping your activewear ~fun and fresh~ is an easy way to make you actually want to workout.
Girlfriend Pansy Paloma Bra, $Array, available at GirlfriendPhoto Courtesy of Girlfriend.Beloved reusable bag brand, Baggu, is making leather handbags — and we want them all.
Baggu Small Leather Retail Tote, $Array, available at BagguPhoto Courtesy of Baggu.Do at-home movie nights in style with this expensive-looking sweat suit.
Richer Poorer Fleece Sweatpant, $Array, available at NordstromPhoto Courtesy of Richer Poorer.Embrace your inner flower child by donning this daisy beaded bracelet.
Roxanne Assoulin Daisy Beaded Bracelet, $Array, available at ShopbopPhoto Courtesy of Shopbop.Under-$150 high-waisted trousers that are perfect for work and play? We think yes!
Viden Fea Plaid Pant, $Array, available at Need SupplyPhoto Courtesy of Need Supply.Who doesn't appreciate a good ol' fashioned going out top?
Reformation Extended SizesLeah Top, $Array, available at ReformationPhoto Courtesy of Reformation.For every sea creature you add to your jewelry collection, a portion of the proceeds is donated to IFAW (The International Fund for Animal Welfare).
Man Repeller Swimmer’s Ear Bundle, $Array, available at Man RepellerPhoto Courtesy of Man Repeller.Never worry about losing your eyewear again.
Pull & Bear Shell Sunglasses Cord, $Array, available at Pull & BearPhoto Courtesy of Pull & Bear.Between the dainty stitching and the textured fabric, we're calling this the prairie dress of swimwear.
Pixie Market Textured Crinkled Ivory Swimsuit, $Array, available at Pixie MarketPhoto Courtesy of Pixie Market.It's time to embrace flip flops back into your life.
Havaianas Slim Flip Flops, $Array, available at HavaianasPhoto Courtesy of Havaianas.Finding a great pair of jeans is hard enough, but white ones are damn near impossible to shop for. Fortunately, we stumbled upon these under-$100 split-bottom jeans from & Other Stories. Too good to be true.
& Other Stories Straight Stretch Long Leg Jeans, $Array, available at & Other StoriesPhoto Courtesy of & Other Stories.Pearls, beads and shells? This necklace is checking all of our summer boxes.
Éliou Paxi Necklace, $Array, available at ÉliouPhoto Courtesy of éliou.Sustainable underwear that's velvet, on sale and slime green? Yes, yes and yes!
Baserange Lime Bralette and Panty Velour Set, $Array, available at The Frankie ShopPhoto Courtesy of Baserange.Every hoodie could use a feathery touch every once in a while — especially if it's on sale.
Opening Ceremony Feather Trim Hoodie, $Array, available at Opening CeremonyPhoto Courtesy of Opening Ceremony.If you haven't joined the headband club yet, you're missing out.
Zara Satin Headband, $Array, available at ZaraPhoto Courtesy of Zara.Expect to see us wearing this every day for the rest of the summer.
Paloma Wool Ava Jumpsuit, $Array, available at Need SupplyPhoto Courtesy of Need Supply.With shipping, taxes and handling costs, you might be spending a bit over $150, but c'mon, these bad boys are totally worth it. Our advice? Pair them with a slip dress.
Nike Air Max 270 React Felt and Ripstop Sneakers, $Array, available at Net-A-PorterPhoto Courtesy of Net-A-Porter.When will an LWD become as ubiquitous as an LBD? After you've tried on this dress, that's when.
H&M Plus Plus-Size Off-The-Shoulder Dress, $Array, available at H&MPhoto Courtesy of H&M.Do you want to keep track of your sunnies and look good doing it? Buy this under-$75 beaded sunglass chain.
Notte Jewelry Sole Sunglasses Necklace, $Array, available at Notte JewelryPhoto Courtesy of Notte Jewelry.If your hat doesn't double as an outfit-enhancing neck accessory then you probably need a new one.
Madewell Stampede Strap Straw Boater Hat, $Array, available at ShopbopPhoto Courtesy of Shopbop.We didn't even know we needed a stick of butter skirt until we saw this one — and now we can't live without them.
Free People Calista Ribbed Maxi Skirt, $Array, available at Free PeoplePhoto Courtesy of Free People.When your favorite outerwear brand releases an affordable line of kick ass tees and hoodies, you buy them (all).
The Arrivals Co-Ed 90s Tee, $Array, available at The ArrivalsPhoto Courtesy of The Arrivals.*Adds to cart*
Wilfred Sleeveless Cotton Dress, $Array, available at AritziaPhoto Courtesy of Aritzia.Made from leftover scraps of leather from their NYC factory, these Veda scrunchies are every bit worth the $28 price tag.
VEDA Leather Scrunchies, $Array, available at VEDAPhoto Courtesy of Veda.Available in sizes 23 to 33, these cheeky, high-waisted jeans look good on everyone.
Everlane High Rise Straight Leg Jeans, $Array, available at EverlanePhoto Courtesy of Everlane.Now all we need is a matching bucket hat.
Urban Outfitters Tahoe Stretch Mini Dress, $Array, available at Urban OutfittersRefinery 29A pool coverup that doubles as a duster, a dress and a shirt? What is this, heaven?
Universal Standard Nailah Button Down Tunic, $Array, available at Universal StandardPhoto Courtesy of Universal Standard.Faux leather trousers that actually look real? Yes please!
Pixie Market Jesse Leather Trousers, $Array, available at Pixie MarketPhoto Courtesy of Pixie Market.For all those hot summer days when all you want to do is lounge around in front of the window unit, this is what you should be wearing.
Lisa Says Gah Mia Lounge Set, $Array, available at Lisa Says GahPhoto Courtesy of Lisa Says Gah.Didn't you hear? Anklets. Are. Back.
Adina's Jewels Tennis Anklet, $Array, available at Adina's JewelsPhoto Courtesy of Adina's Jewels.We're hiding from the end of summer in these camouflage trousers.
Eloquii Plus-Size Camouflage Cargo Pant, $Array, available at EloquiiPhoto Courtesy of Eloquii.For your information, loafers are cool again.
Topshop Logan Patent Loafers, $Array, available at TopshopRefinery 29For anyone's who's attempted to tie-dye their own clothing, you know how difficult it is to get it just right. Thankfully, brands like Little High Little Low do all the work so you don't have to.
Little High Little Low Purple Haze Tee, $Array, available at Little High Little LowPhoto Courtesy of Little High Little Low.Been searching day and night for the perfect chain-link choker? We went ahead and found a $60 winner just for you.
Lili Claspe Lara Link Choker, $Array, available at Lili ClaspePhoto Courtesy of Lili Claspe."She wore an itsy bitsy, teeny weeny yellow white polka dot bikini."
Violeta By Mango Plus-Size Bikini Top, $Array, available at Mango
Violeta By Mango Polka-Dot Bikini Bottom, $Array, available at MangoPhoto Courtesy of Mango.We'll be flip-flopping our way through the rest of summer in these mock croc thongs.
Charles & Keith Croc Effect Thong Sandals, $Array, available at Charles & KeithPhoto Courtesy of Charles & Keith.Ganni for more than half off? Done and done.
Ganni Trekking Weave Shorts, $Array, available at Net-A-PorterPhoto Courtesy of Ganni.There's nothing (seriously, nothing) better than a slippery slip skirt. That is, except for one that comes in leopard print.
ASOS CURVE Curve Mono Leopard Print Bias Maxi Skirt, $Array, available at ASOSRefinery 29We. want. them. all.
Pêche Jane Sandals, $Array, available at PêchePhoto Courtesy of Pêche.One shoulder is always better than two.
Who What Wear Plus Size One Shoulder Peplum Blouse, $Array, available at TargetPhoto Courtesy of Target.Finding a white tank top that's not see through can be one of the hardest feats in fashion — and we accomplished it with this wardrobe staple.
Express x Karla Ribbed Racerback Tank, $Array, available at ExpressPhoto Courtesy of Express.A thick gold band will never ever go out of style.
Laura Lombardi Luna Ring, $Array, available at NordstromPhoto Courtesy of Nordstrom.If your moon's in Virgo (or Libra for that matter) this half moon bag is a must. After all, it's written in the stars.
Charles & Keith Croc Effect Top Handle Semi Circle Bag, $Array, available at Charles & KeithPhoto Courtesy of Charles & Keith.The only jeans you'll need all year are no more than $100.
Levi's 501 Skinny Jeans, $Array, available at ShopbopPhoto Courtesy of Shopbop.Clog season is finally here.
Topshop GENOA Off White Mule Clogs, $Array, available at TopshopPhoto Courtesy of Topshop.No work is necessary to make this utility jumpsuit look good.
H&M Plus-Size Overall with Tie Belt, $Array, available at H&MPhoto Courtesy of H&M.Is this not the cutest white crop top you've ever seen? Thankfully, it can be yours for less than $150... or at least, while supplies last.
Lisa Says Gah Sadie Top, $Array, available at Lisa Says GahRefinery 29This tie-dye hat is sure to keep the summer loving mentality strong throughout the first month of fall.
KKCo Vacationer Hat in Grape Tie-Dye, $Array, available at KKCoPhoto Courtesy of KkCo.Leather pants for $70? We think yes!
Zara Faux Leather Pants, $Array, available at ZaraPhoto Courtesy of Zara.The hottest accessory of the summer is heading right into fall with us, and it's doing so for just $75.
Donni Coral Sunglasses Chain, $Array, available at DonniPhoto Courtesy of Donni.We'd be green with envy if you got this dress and we didn't.
Free People Coronado Maxi Dress, $Array, available at Free PeoplePhoto Courtesy of Free People.Now this is one accessory you can't not try on for size.
Urban Outfitters Oversized Padded Headband, $Array, available at Urban OutfittersPhoto Courtesy of Urban Outfitters.This set basically feels like being in bed all day, a.k.a. really damn good.
Deiji Studios The Sleepwear Set, $Array, available at GarmentoryPhoto Courtesy of Garmentory.They're like little hugs, but for your ears.
Wolf Circus Cairo Hoops , $Array, available at American Two ShotPhoto Courtesy of American Two Shot.Why should September's arrival keep us from wearing our favorite summer sundresses?
Reformation Extended Size Alexandra Dress, $Array, available at ReformationPhoto Courtesy of Reformation.Didn't you hear? Ballet flats are officially back.
Pêche Heize Ballerina Flats, $Array, available at PêchePhoto Courtesy of Pêche.I think we just hit the slip dress jackpot.
Wilfred Only Slip Dress, $Array, available at AritziaRefinery 29You might not believe us now, but patterned tights are about to be huge.
Ganni Recycled Printed Accessories Stockings, $Array, available at GanniRefinery 29Essentially, if it comes in faux leather, we have to have it.
Eloquii Faux Leather Trench Dress, $Array, available at EloquiiPhoto Courtesy of Eloquii.Dickies, dickies and more dickies!!!
& Other Stories Cashmere Turtleneck Snood, $Array, available at & Other StoriesPhoto Courtesy of & Other Stories.Stay centered during Fashion Month with these ~zen~ ying yang earrings.
Susan Alexandra Pearly Yin Yang Earrings, $Array, available at Susan AlexandraPhoto Courtesy of Susan Alexandra.Watercolor tie-dye is quickly becoming fall's biggest print trend.
Loeil COALIE TOP, $Array, available at LoeilPhoto Courtesy of Loeil.The perfect throw-on-and-go midi dress is only $60 right now on ASOS.
ASOS CURVE Curve Textured Midi Smock Dress, $Array, available at ASOSPhoto Courtesy of ASOS.You can never have too many rose gold bands — especially when they're handcrafted and cost just $39.
Daniel Wellington Classic Ring, $Array, available at Daniel WellingtonPhoto Courtesy of Daniel Wellington.You're never going to want to take these off.
Outdoor Voices TechSweat Shorts, $Array, available at Outdoor VoicesPhoto Courtesy of Outdoor Voices.Take your 'do to the next (next) level with one of these sparkly scrunchies.
Farrow Emery Glitter Scrunchie, $Array, available at Need SupplyPhoto Courtesy of Need Supply.The chunkier your jewelry, the better.
Pixie Market Chunky Silver Link Bracelet, $Array, available at Pixie MarketPhoto Courtesy of Pixie Market.For when you're feeling blue about summer's demise...
The Arrivals CO-ED Zip Hoodie, $Array, available at The ArrivalsPhoto Courtesy of The Arrivals.There's no better way to liven up a sundress than by adding a gingham bucket hat.
Loeffler Randall Ivy Checked Twill Bucket Hat, $Array, available at Net-A-PorterPhoto Courtesy of Net-A-Porter.We're calling it: scarf skirts are about to be fall's biggest trend.
Mango Wool Fringed Skirt, $Array, available at MangoRefinery 29Is this the perfect tie dye T-shirt or what?
Little High Little Low x CT Dreams T, $Array, available at Little High Little LowPhoto Courtesy of LHLL.Velvet bike shorts have to be the most ideal summer-to-fall transition item we've ever seen.
Sandy Liang Bobo Shorts, $Array, available at Sandy LiangPhoto Courtesy of Sandy Liang.Let your teen angst shine through in these throwback slip ons.
Vans Classic Sneaker, $Array, available at NordstromPhoto Courtesy of Nordstrom.Refinery 29
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Whether it's a punch card at your local coffee shop, or a preferred airline that you stick to in order to rack up mileage, one thing is for sure: When it comes to shopping (for anything, really), loyalty matters. A lot. Perhaps no one is more aware of this habit than beauty devotees, who dutifully siphon off portions of their paychecks to places like Sephora and Ulta Beauty in the name of accumulating rewards points to be redeemed for coupons and freebies. Well, as of September 1, shopping at Bluemercury now comes with a few extra bonuses that the frugal beauty shopper is going to love.
How does the Bluemercury loyalty program work?
Much like Sephora's Beauty Insider system, the Washington, D.C.-based boutique retailer's new BlueRewards customer loyalty program will have three membership tiers: Silver, Sapphire, Platinum. Your membership level is determined by how much you spend annually, and is determined as follows: The base level, Silver, is for customers who spend up to $299 annually, and Sapphire is if you spend $300 – $999 annually. The top tier level, Platinum, is reserved for the big spenders who drop over $1000 annually.
What can I expect in terms of rewards?
Bluemercury will offer rewards in the form of Beauty Cards, which are $5 rewards earned for every $100 spent. (The cards will be issued quarterly in January, April, July, and October. In other words, even if you drop $100 in one order, you may have to wait a bit before getting your coupon in the mail.)
In addition to the beauty cards, all members will also be eligible for a free birthday gift and a comped in-store birthday makeup or skin care treatment, both of which are based on tier status. Gratis products will be from in-house labels M-61 or Lune + Aster, and throughout the year, all BlueRewards members can expect “surprise rewards” in the mail for additional savings. Lastly, Sapphire and Platinum level members will also have the chance to score invites to exclusive in-store events.
How do I sign up for BlueRewards?
According to the website, shoppers can head over to Bluemercury's rewards page and pre-sign up for the program by submitting a form at the bottom of the page. Here's to saving more money on all things hair, makeup, skin care, and more — and just in time for a much-needed fall refresh.
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Welcome to Money Diaries, where we're tackling what might be the last taboo facing modern working women: money. We're asking a cross-section of women how they spend their hard-earned money during a seven-day period – and we're tracking every last penny.
This week: "I’m 23 and have just begun my first graduate job in the Sheffield branch of a global law firm.
"I finished university seven weeks ago, moved in with my boyfriend a few weeks later and up until now I have been job hunting. I didn’t expect to get the job I have – it’s not an area I ever considered or even thought I was qualified for – but I was headhunted into the role by a recruiter. I’m earning £20,000 but as I only began my role this week, I’ve obviously not had my first paycheque, meaning I am currently (and have been for the last seven weeks) living off the remainders of my savings from my student loan and previous jobs (about £600).
"I am extremely fortunate as a generous relative gifted me a significant sum of money upon my 21st birthday, which I have been saving until it is needed, meaning that my share of our rent for the year is covered. I recognise how very lucky I am and feel a bit guilty about it as I know most people do not have this opportunity. Overall, I have been feeling quite uncomfortable with how easy I have had things recently, as I was recruited into this role right out of university and my relative is effectively paying my rent.
"Additionally, I am bilingual and tutor a student about once a week in my second language (it’s a bit niche so not an awful lot of people are interested in learning it, sadly), for which he pays me £14 per hour, however he was on holiday for the diary week."
Industry: Legal Age: 23 Location: Sheffield Salary: £20,000 Paycheque: £1,428 (plus £14 per hour ad hoc for the tutoring sessions) Housemates: One, my boyfriend
Monthly Expenses
Most of these are just my half, as my boyfriend and I split our household bills equally, except for the gym, phone and Green Party bills, which are mine alone.
Housing: £600 (paid for by extremely generous relative) Loan payments: None yet as I have just graduated Utilities: Electricity £26 Gym: £19.99 (my new work has a scheme where they pay for some of your gym membership, however I haven’t yet been signed up to this as this is my first week) Water: £17 Internet: £11 Council tax: £103 Gadget protection insurance: £3.76 Green Party membership: £6 Phone bill: £17.43 – this includes unlimited data
We use my parents’ Netflix. I have no savings from my own earnings yet, however I do have the amount from my relative for rent. We live very centrally so I walk virtually everywhere, meaning no transport costs unless I am travelling outside of the city.
Day One
7.30am: Second day in new job, so for the second day in a row I accidentally wake up my sleeping boyfriend, whose new job doesn’t start for a few weeks.
8.55am: Arrive at work. I was incredibly nervous yesterday but today I feel so relaxed, I seem to have got fairly lucky with the team so far.
1pm: Finally finish a three-hour conference call which explains the firm’s IT systems for new starters. It’s all very, very complicated and definitely too much for day two in my opinion! I feel quite panicked and have a text freak-out to my boyfriend about how it’s all too difficult, only to be told moments later by a colleague that the vast majority of the course is actually irrelevant to my particular role. Feel simultaneously relieved that I don’t have to understand this difficult stuff but frustrated at a wasted morning.
1.30pm: Lunch with the team – I’m vegan and cheap so I bring my own lunch instead of eating at the work canteen. Today’s is leftover Mexican stir fry (all food purchased pre-diary). It’s a team tradition to go for a walk nearby together after lunch so I use this time to try and get to know my new colleagues.
2.30pm: Back to work. Lots of compulsory training modules – it seems like almost any mistake with a client can send you to prison! I resolve never to do anything at all ever without consulting my boss first.
5pm: Home time! I pop into Sainsbury's to pick up some bits for tomorrow’s packed lunch (falafel, hummus, pitta, berries), almond milk for me to use at the office and banana chips for my boyfriend (his favourite snack). £9.80
7pm: Boyfriend’s mum is visiting for a few days and we head to Pizza Express for dinner. She pays but I have a 30% discount, so we use that. Pro tip: The NHS Totum card is valid for three years so apply for one at the end of final year to be able to use it after graduation!
9pm: Home for a gossip and lots of cooing over photos of the latest addition to the family.
11.10pm: Bed!
Total:£9.80Refinery 29Day Two
7.45am: I woke up too early yesterday so I thought an extra 15 minutes sleep would be nice – it was. No dairy-free milk in the flat so it’s toast and black coffee. Discuss dinner plans – we offer to cook (we usually only eat out or order as a treat) but boyfriend’s mum says that staying with us feels like a holiday for her (how sweet) so she wants to continue the holiday vibes and eat out. Fine by me!
8.30am: I am appalling at estimating how much time I need to get ready; I’m sitting around doing nothing for about 10 minutes. I’ll set my alarm even later tomorrow. I do feel a bit smug when I hear about friends working in London while living (understandably) miles out of the city, who have to be on the train before I’m even out of bed and get home long after I do. Definitely think we made the right choice to stay in the north.
8.56am: Arrive at work.
11.40am: Quick break after yet more hours of training. I feel very overwhelmed to be honest, it is all very intense.
1.30pm: Lunch with the team. I eat the food I bought yesterday. Scroll through Facebook and see lots of articles about climate change, which make me scared. It is one of the biggest things on my mind at the moment and I try my best to minimise my carbon footprint whenever possible. Thinking about the future really scares me as I feel that things are probably too late climate-wise at this point. Every time a friend has a baby, I feel happy for them but also so sad as I worry about what their future will hold.
3.20pm: The team have a break as work has dried up for now and we do a quiz.
5pm: Head home. I’m very lucky as we live only a 10 minute walk from the office, so there are no transport costs. I would usually go to the gym with my boyfriend about now but as his mum is here we don’t go. I love the gym and I feel all sluggish if I go more than about two days without going. I pick up a parcel for my boyfriend’s birthday (paid for pre-diary) which arrived this morning before heading upstairs.
5.30pm: I get changed and prep lunch for tomorrow using the falafels and hummus I bought yesterday. Boyfriend and his mum are home and we catch up.
7.30pm: Head out for dinner at a pub. I have a BBQ jackfruit burger with onion rings, it’s massive, I eat the lot, I feel like death. My boyfriend’s mum also orders us two cocktails each and pays for it all. What an angel. I could get used to this! This is definitely not a typical week for me.
8.45pm: On the way home I pick up some bananas, Oreos (essential) and cucumber to supplement packed lunches. £2.35
9.20pm: Order my boyfriend a personalised birthday card from Funky Pigeon to be delivered on the big day, which is in about 10 days' time. £3.99
11.30pm: Read my book and then go to bed.
Total: £6.34Refinery 29Day Three
7.55am: Get up. I made my lunch and picked my outfit last night. Say goodbye to boyfriend’s mum who is going home today. His best friend, who lives abroad, is coming later in the day to replace her.
8.55am: Arrive at work. As I’m still very new I don’t have any tasks of my own yet, I am just shadowing the boss, so I can’t do anything until he arrives. I grab a free coffee from the canteen.
11.45am: Boyfriend texts that his friend has arrived. This is the first time the friend has been back in the UK since he left four years ago, so we feel honoured he chose to spend a few days with us.
12.57pm: Break as work has dried up a bit. I skim the Guardian headlines and feel incredibly depressed again – the lead article says that the world is running out of water. I feel so insignificant – we seem to be living in the end times yet I’m sitting in an office on a computer. I think I will have to avoid the news for my sanity.
1.11pm: Quick walk with the team before lunch. I brought my own using ingredients I have bought over the last few days.
5pm: Leave work and go straight home, greet my boyfriend and his friend then get changed. I have a dentist appointment, so I brush my teeth extra well!
5.40pm: I stop off at Sainsbury’s to get some extra bits for dinner – my boyfriend picked up the main items earlier and kindly offered to pay himself. We tend to split most bills but this time he wants to pay as it’s mainly for him and his friend. I get sweet potatoes and some cider, which comes to a nice even £5.
5.50pm: Dentist appointment including soldering the back of my wire retainer. Feel a bit lucky as the dentist hasn’t got the latest price sheets for extras such as the soldering, so she just adds an extra £15 on to the price even though she is sure it is more. Total price is £50, which is not too bad seeing as all the other dentist surgeries I looked at when we moved a few weeks ago started at about £50 for a standard appointment, instead of this surgery’s £35. I feel quite pleased with myself because this is the first time I have broken the back of the fixed retainer in the eight years since I got my braces off and the dentist tells me most people have to get theirs fixed once or twice a year.
6.20pm: I go home and my boyfriend and I cook a curry for the three of us. We spend the evening catching up and playing video games, then head to bed.
Total: £55Refinery 29Day Four
7.55am: Up. Boyfriend and his friend stayed up to god knows when last night so I tiptoe around the flat as quietly as I can.
9am: Arrive at work. It's dress down Friday. I am seriously missing the gym after this week of visitors so I'm going to abandon the boys tomorrow and go.
1.30pm: Falafel wrap at a cute café with the team. £4.50
5pm: Leave work. Hang out with the guys, including drinking prosecco (a relative gave it to me to celebrate my boyfriend and I moving in together) to celebrate the end of week one at work, then we head out for dinner.
6.45pm: We go to GBK. Vegan burger, chips and a cocktail, £16.95. Then home for drinks, which the boys paid for. I can’t remember what time I went to bed.
Total: £21.45Refinery 29Day Five
10.30am: Boyfriend and I call EDF. We are switching energy supplier for our new flat and EDF was the supplier for the previous tenant. They sent us a final bill which was incredibly high. We checked the meter and did some maths and worked out they had overcharged us by about £120. Over the phone EDF apologised and promised to send us out a correct bill. I would usually not want to cause a fuss and would have just paid it, but my boyfriend is a lawyer, so he knew what we were entitled to and how to get them to give us the correct bill.
11.45am: I change into my gym clothes; I've not been all week and I have missed it!
12.15pm: Gym. Spend 75 minutes there. I book into a free LBT class for Monday evening.
3.37pm: Big shop at Sainsbury’s with boyfriend, including dinner and booze for tonight. My half is £26.
3.53pm: I go to Lush. My not very guilty pleasure. I treat myself and get way more than usual; I tell myself it is to celebrate my new job going well but really I just have no self-control. I can confidently predict a significant proportion of my pay each month going on Lush. Various bath bombs, shampoos and scrubs come to £35.36 (oops).
7.30pm: Realise the avocado I bought to go with our burritos is not ripe (#firstworldproblems) so I dash to Sainsbury's to get another one. £1.75
8pm: Spend the evening catching up and chatting over dinner and drinks at home. I head to bed really rather late...
Total: £63.11Refinery 29Day Six
12.40pm: Up late then drop our friend off at the station.
1.05pm: We head to Sainsbury's for dinner stuff. All the ingredients to make a vegan butternut squash macaroni come to £7.60.
5.15pm: I spend the afternoon gaming, reading and not doing much, then head to the gym with my boyfriend for an hour.
6.30pm: We go home, and I have a bath with one of the bath bombs I bought yesterday, reading and being very careful not to get my book wet.
7pm: Cook the butternut squash macaroni, which is probably our favourite dish. We make it every few weeks.
7.30pm: Dinner, then we watch The X Files, which we love. Head to bed around midnight.
Total: £7.60Refinery 29Day Seven
7.55am: Up as usual, and I give my boyfriend a shopping list of stuff for him to get while I am at work.
9am: Arrive and the team has almost no work to do. Beginning to question why they hired me as it seems like they have too many people for what needs to be done?
12.30pm: The boss spent the past hour showing me more information about how to do the role. However, when I look around most of my colleagues are not working, they're on ASOS or reading news articles. Feel a bit frustrated as so far, the job has not been what I expected and I don't feel like I am bonding with my colleagues. I text my boyfriend and my mum for advice. I really hope things improve as I don't think I will want to stay here long-term otherwise.
1.30pm: Lunch with the team, food brought in from home. I try and join in conversation but once again, it's on stuff I have no knowledge of or interest in. I watch the clock.
2.25pm: Back to work, which is the same stuff I was doing this morning. Feeling really let down as the job is so far nothing like I was led to believe.
5pm: Home. I have a moan to boyfriend about job. He has been to Sainsbury’s during the day and got some stuff for dinner, so I send him my share. £7
7.40pm: Dinner is sweet and sour tofu from a Bosh recipe, after a long chat with my mum about work. Feeling a bit better and I feel like I have a plan for the next few months – that's what mums are for!
8.15pm: TV and video games with the boyfriend again, tomorrow we have a boxing class so no gym today.
"Overall this was not a typical week for me due to having two guests – we would normally eat out only once every three or four weeks, for example. Additionally, big expenses like the dentist are not the norm for me either, however I have absolutely no excuse for the Lush binge! I am due to get my first paycheque in a few days so it is likely that my spending habits will change once I am earning a regular salary."Refinery 29
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I can change my lipstick from bright pink to intense red in a fraction of a second. I can try on a 'Vegas' look from a virtual makeup artist complete with false lashes, four different shades of perfectly blended eyeshadow, heavily defined eyebrows and magically contoured skin. While these looks aren't really 'me', I appear transformed (if a little artificial) as I stare at myself via an app on my phone. I play with different versions of myself over and over again until I become mesmerised. While I wait for each new effect to load, I notice the dark circles under my eyes.
Forget Snapchat or even Instagram filters; 2019 has seen the rise of virtual reality makeovers. While there are far more options available in the US (such as Sephora's popular Visual Artist), here in the UK, there are a handful of burgeoning apps which allow you to try on different hair colours, haircuts, shades of lipstick and much more in the comfort of your bedroom. In theory, they sound fun and innovative. Who wouldn't want to give an expensive new product a whirl before shelling out a small fortune? But the question is whether these virtual reality beauty apps might cause self-esteem issues in people who are already vulnerable, and join other filter apps, such as Snapchat, in giving people unrealistic views of what they should look like.
Research may suggest so. A 2018 report in the American medical journal JAMA Facial Plastic Surgery found that filtered images could be “blurring the line of reality and fantasy” and even discovered that this may lead to body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) – a serious mental health condition where a person will obsess about perceived flaws in their appearance. While these new virtual makeover apps aim to give the consumer a better beauty experience, could they contribute to feelings of disillusionment, like Snapchat and Facetune?
I kept zoning in on flaws in my skin because I was spending so much time staring at myself through the lens.
Having tried various makeup apps, Gina*, a 29-year-old teacher from London, finds the technology cool and interesting, but agrees that it has the potential to be problematic. While testing a makeup app, she found that it presented unnecessary filters which smoothed her skin “artificially”, adding to the unrealistic effect.
Having used the apps myself, I would agree that they help to pinpoint which colours suit you (bold reds complement my skin tone, pale nudes just look strange). Interestingly, though, while trying on eye makeup, lipstick and Kim Kardashian-style contouring, I found that I kept zoning in on flaws in my skin because I was spending so much time staring at myself through the lens. This is something Refinery29's beauty editor Jacqueline Kilikita seconds. “Some VR beauty apps I've tried are incredibly fun, very useful and often harmless, allowing me to get a glimpse of what I might look like with huge winged liner or chunky highlights. But I found that I started to overanalyse my face – my skin in particular. I'd hone in on something considered 'problematic' like my oily complexion or acne scars.”
For Dr Renee Engeln, professor of psychology at Northwestern University and author of Beauty Sick: How The Cultural Obsession With Appearance Hurts Girls and Women, beauty apps are simply the latest way that the industry can profit by preying on our insecurities. “While these types of beauty apps aren’t inherently harmful, they are a more customisable version of the filters and photoshopping apps, like Facetune, that are already mainstream.” However, she adds, “marketers feed women's desire to look different and to look better. This can open the door to an obsession with trying to meet a beauty standard.”
Dr Engeln continued: “We're already seeing the downside of those filters. They're fun to play with, but they emphasise the distance between the face you see in the mirror when you wake up in the morning and the face you wish you had. It's not particularly healthy to be confronted over and over again with that gap between the real you and the 'ideal' you, especially when you're swimming against the beauty-obsessed current created by these very powerful beauty industries.”
I tried a face mapping app because I had a breakout and wanted advice but the app picked up on fine lines and hyperpigmentation … I worried about these ‘problematic’ areas to the point of obsession.
It isn't just hair and makeup, though, as this technology also extends to skincare. Numerous brands have launched apps where uploading a quick phone selfie allows for a diagnosis of what might need 'work', such as fine lines or dark circles. Twenty-six-year-old recruiter Jasmine* admits that trying a new skincare app gave her a complex about her skin. “I recently tried a new face mapping skincare app because I had experienced a breakout and I wanted quick advice. The acne is what I wanted to target but the app picked up on fine lines and hyperpigmentation. These are things I'd never actually thought about, so I worried about my spots and these other 'problematic' areas to the point of obsession.” Alongside apps, 'smart' mirrors are also gaining traction in the beauty industry. A handful even rank the quality of your skin via selfies: the higher the number, the 'better' the condition of your skin, with scores ranging from 'poor' to 'excellent'. This could well exacerbate insecurities, as it suggests your skin simply isn't 'good enough'.
While Gina mentions that she found beauty filters quite fun to use occasionally, she could imagine that if the apps had been available when she was a teenager (and if the technology were more sophisticated than it is now), she might have been more drawn in by them. “I could imagine putting photos on Instagram, getting that instant feedback and wanting to always look that perfect,” she told me. “I might think that it was the norm, especially if everyone else was using them.”
Clinical psychologist Mark Smyth, president elect of the Psychological Society of Ireland, says that the majority of people will be able to use beauty apps in a light-hearted way without affecting their self-esteem, but that they might have an effect on others. “Apps that can alter our appearance are incredibly popular and used by millions of people every day with no impact on their wellbeing. But for people who struggle with insecurities about their appearance, digitally correcting what they perceive to be a flaw can give them momentary relief from that anxiety.”
Despite the risks experts have attached to apps like these, I personally find them quite entertaining – in moderation, as Dr Smyth corroborates: “If using these apps, it’s important to remember that they are just for fun and experimentation,” he advises. “If you locate all of your self-worth in your self-image, then these apps might give you the illusion of being more secure in yourself. But it’s a false sense of security that unfortunately won’t last.”
I might know how I could look with quite realistic pink hair without going through the rigmarole of bleaching and dyeing, for example, but one thing I will be careful about is just how much time I spend on these apps. If research has taught me anything, advances in beauty technology make it easy to become excessively interested in how we look and I want neither that nor to take any more selfies than I already do.
*Names have been changed
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There was a real chance we’d never hear new music from Bat For Lashes again. After releasing her fourth album The Bride back in 2016, singer-songwriter Natasha Khan had finished her 10-year deal with Parlophone. “I thought I was going to give up music and so I went to LA to pursue writing scripts, painting and photography and getting more into the visual side, and then this album sort of crept up on me,” she tells me.
We’re sharing a sofa in the studio where we’ve just wrapped on her photoshoot for Refinery29. The vampy glamour of Gucci diamond tassels and puff-sleeve Batsheva dresses has now been swapped for Natasha’s casual jeans and T-shirt. With a cup of tea to hand – Natasha laughs heartily as she apologises for the fart noises erupting from the near-empty squeezy bottle of honey – and ’80s pop-rock banger “Love Is A Battlefield” playing in the background, there’s a fun, Friday afternoon feeling in the room as we settle down to talk about her new album, Lost Girls.
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I start by asking Natasha what this moment in her career, and what working on this new record, has felt like. Heavily influenced by her childhood in the ’80s, the intersection between horror movie soundtracks, electronic synth and the warm naivety of nostalgia, Lost Girls is an exciting departure from the melancholy of The Bride. Natasha giggles. “It feels like a Pat Benatar (singer of the aforementioned “Love Is A Battlefield”) song!” The soundtrack to our interview aside, she describes her fifth album release as “a real document of a time [where] I feel quite liberated creatively, and free.”
She describes working on the album as “falling in love in Los Angeles and heady nights driving along the sea with the warm air and the smell of jasmine. [It was soaking up] all the cool music that was coming out and going to see new bands.” She recalls driving out to the deserts and forests; to hear her talk about it sounds like an edgy dream sequence. “I felt like I was in a Steven Spielberg or a Dave Lynch film, it was very cinematic,” Natasha says. Of the music that came out of it: “I guess it was a whole fresh start… but such a big part of me loves dancing and pop music and having a laugh. Me and my brother and sister and mum, we love ’80s music.”
There’s a sincerity to Natasha, and her enthusiasm is given away by her hands when she gesticulates. But there’s also a considered knowingness, a gravity perhaps, that resonates when she speaks. It’s a combination that you’ll notice on the new record and within the Lost Girls concept as a whole, which Natasha also envisages as a film. “When I started, it was sort of a nod to The Lost Boys the film, but actually, when I started writing the script I realised that the main girl, Nikki, is obsessed with phenomena and alien sightings and goes on these forums where people go and find out if these phenomenal things really exist,” Natasha explains.
You might’ve already met Nikki Pink in the music video for “The Hunger”, one of the singles from the album. Natasha both directed and starred in the video. “I think she’s [Nikki] just a more technicolour version of me moving to LA,” Natasha says. “Because I love alien films and I love phenomenal things, I love ET, I love crop circles, I love vampires! Moving to LA heightened that part of me – that childlike wonder of all those ’80s films and having Halloween parties as a kid because my birthday is near Halloween. I think Nikki is excitable, sweet. She’s curious and she loves believing things that you can’t see and finding magic in everyday life.”
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It’s to this spirit and Nikki’s happiness that Natasha attributes the album’s romantic tone. “I think that to be a successful human being, you really have to delve into your subconscious every now and again. You can’t just live in the real world and you can’t just live in the world of magic, music and art all the time. For me, it’s a dive into the two worlds and creating a balance that’s important.”
In the last three years, a whole lot more has changed for Natasha than just relocating from the UK to California. But the biggest shift in her life since 2016? “This sounds so corny but it’s true… I rescued my dog from Mexico. My puppy, she was found on the street outside my friend’s house, starving to death with a broken leg. She was dying and he took her in. She’s called Janice and she has basically changed my life. Everyone is like, ‘Oh my god I love my pets’ and I was never a dog person, but she is a special old soul.” They’re inseparable, she says. “Basically, it’s been this unconditional love thing that I never really experienced before. I guess if you had children it would be that, but I feel like I got Janice and then I met my partner, who is the best one yet. I think that Janice taught me how to love properly.”
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Back in the world of Lost Girls, Natasha tells me about Nikki meeting a guy called Michael – a relationship that was teased in the early promo video for the album. “He picks her up from the airport and they decided to do this X-Files duo thing of trying to find out about the lost girls, a gang of girls who have these strange, mystical elements to them.” Natasha teased video clips of this part of the storyline on Instagram, which is the only social media platform she really interacts with. “I have really enjoyed using it for this album. You can use it for selfies and all that sort of stuff but, for me, it’s just a really good tool for leaking out a narrative.”
Teasing the album out, piece by piece, must’ve been fun, too, I prompt. “Yeah, I don’t think people really have used it that much in that way, where it’s fragmented. To me all these snippets of like, treasure trailing an idea or a relationship or something developing like that, was really fun, and it was free. We went out, me and my boyfriend, and we would drive around LA acting, pretending we were other people.”
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It’s that playful Lost Girl energy again. I tell her that the joy for joy’s sake that she found in creating this mystical world is something we don’t see online very often, particularly from celebrities, and Natasha agrees. “I feel like there’s a lot of confusion around social media because it’s so new and exploitative and it’s so personal and all these boundaries and sacred spaces are kind of just crumbling, I think there will be a turnaround.”
The aesthetic that we are familiar with seeing on social media – filtered, curated, polished – was far from what Natasha wanted from the Lost Girls project. She says no one had loads of makeup on for the videos, nor did she want to have her face touched up in post-production: “I’m turning 40 and I don’t want to look 15!” As for where the idea for Nikki and these characters – the young, wild and free women roaming LA at dusk – came from, despite the echoes of her own personality, Natasha says they weren’t so much inspired by real people in her life but rather they just materialised.
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“They just sort of grew up out of a mist. They just appeared and, in my mind, because I was writing the script, the head girl (the lost girls’ ringleader) looked like Mary Stuart Masterson, you know, or some short blonde hair and a tough girl. There were Mexican Cholas and it was this amalgamation – kind of amazing tough boyish women. When I first ever wrote about them, they all came down the mountain on their motorbikes. You just see lights and they turn up in this gang. They all had shaved heads but then Eleven came out in Stranger Things and I was like shit, I can’t do that now…” she laughs. “So yeah, if I made the film I don’t know who they would be, but I think about Patricia Arquette from True Romance and then like just hot, amazing, eclectic girls.”
“I think that all of us are lost girls like Peter Pan’s lost boys, and we’re all searching for those true magical elements that connect us back to our original selves,” Natasha adds. I wonder whether this was something she had been experiencing personally. “I can’t not filter it through my own personal experience,” she says. “I love using storytelling and archetypes. It’s like a modern day myth or fable but everything was coming through my heart, through an experiential place and a sort of honest place, because otherwise, I guess I wouldn’t feel like I have any authority to talk about those emotional landscapes.” She grins. “I just like to dress it up in storytelling.”
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We've lost count of the number of gifts Beyoncé has given us throughout her 20-something-year career. We've gotten an epic catalogue of Beyoncé bops for all life situations. There's Crazy In Love, for when things first start heating up with your boo, and Irreplaceable, which you can play when it's time for them to hit the road. In addition to a lifetime of love songs, Bey has blessed us with empowering anthems like Diva and Formation when we need to be reminded that we're that one.
Queen Bey has also blessed us with timeless music videos, movies, world tours, iconic dance moves, House of Derón (#neverforget), and a long career of beauty inspiration. Since she emerged onto the scene as a member of Destiny's Child, Beyoncé hasn't veered far away from her trademark honey-blonde hair color, but she has experimented with a ton of styles, including braids, bobs, bangs, and ponytails made for whipping. She's proven that — no matter the hairstyle — she's the ultimate beauty chameleon.
In honor of her birthday on September 4, we're taking a look back at some of Bey's most memorable hair moments.
2001
In the late '90s to early 2000s, tree braids and Beyoncé were inseparable. Rarely was the singer spotted without her hair braided in microbraids that stopped at about half an inch before cascading into loose waves.Photo: SGranitz/WireImage.
2002
For the 2002 premiere of Austin Powers in Goldmember, Beyoncé channeled her character Foxxy Cleopatra, who wore a blonde Afro. For the red carpet, Bey sported two-toned caramel ringlets that dangled down to her shoulders.Photo: Gregg DeGuire/WireImage.
2003
Though the singer has remained partial to lengthy waves over the years, she's always been loyal to microbraids.Photo: Vince Bucci/Getty Images.
2003
Before lobs were a trendy thing on the 'gram, Bey had her strands chopped in a bone-straight style that danced right near her collarbone.Photo: Stephen Lovekin/FilmMagic.
2003
Ah, the early 2000s. The good old years when spray tans and Bumpits were the uniform for almost everyone — including Queen Bey. For the 2003 MTV Video Music Awards, where she also performed with Jay-Z for the first time, she wore a mile-high half-up style with teased curls. We'd copy a similar look today, minus the Bumpit.Photo: KMazur/WireImage.
2004
For the 2004 Grammy Awards, Beyoncé took home five golden honors, but it was her voluminous updo (a rare look for the star), that caught our attention.Photo: Frederick M. Brown/Getty Images.
2005
In 2005, the singer rocked blonde bangs with brunette curls framing the rest of her face. Whether the fringe is faux or for real, we'll never know.Photo: Carley Margolis/FilmMagic.
2006
Honey-blonde hair has become Beyoncé's signature color, so when she's spotted with something different, it's a big deal. For her B-Day and Dreamgirls era, she traded her trademark look for rich chocolate-brown strands.Photo: L. Cohen/WireImage.
2008
In 2008, we were formally introduced to Bey's alter ego, Sasha Fierce. At this time, she also debuted jet-black hair for the first time.Photo: D.Venturelli/WireImage.
2010
From afar, the singer's 2010 Grammys hairstyle seemed standard: sleek, long, and blonde. But if you zoom in closer, you'll notice subtle garland-like strands placed throughout her hair. We vote that tinsel should come back as a quirky hair decal.Photo: Steve Granitz/WireImage.
2014
When she released her eponymous album, Beyoncé, it came with a visual album and a brand-new hairstyle for Bey: a blunt, chin-length bob, which we've used as a reference for our first lob.Photo: Jason LaVeris/FilmMagic.
2015
Soon after her bob phase, Beyoncé wore a cool-blonde, shoulder-grazing style to a boxing match in Las Vegas. If we could pick any look to see her in again, this would be at the top of our list.Photo: Isaac Brekken/Getty Images.
2015
Aside from her epic naked dress, Beyoncé's ultra-high ponytail at the 2015 Met Gala stole the red carpet.Photo: Karwai Tang/WireImage.
2016
Beyoncé's made it clear that she has a knack for angelic braids at the 2016 MTV VMAs. The singer walked the carpet with her hair in a simple half-up inverted braid that fell down past her waist.Photo: Kevin Mazur/WireImage.
2018
For the 60th annual Grammy Awards, Beyoncé arrived in straight-back cornrows (with slicked baby hairs, of course) and royal purple lipstick, a far cry from her usual nude-colored lips.Photo: Kevin Mazur/Getty Images.
2018
The post-Lemonade era was full of larger-than-life waves that Beyoncé whipped back and forth on stage during her iconic Beychella performance.Photo: Kevin Mazur/Getty Images.
2019
Beyoncé gave new meaning to finger waves when she arrived at the premiere of The Lion King with her cornrows styled in S-shaped waves and baby hairs.Photo: Kevin Winter/Getty Images.
2019
For her most recent red-carpet appearance, Beyoncé walked with her signature golden-hair bone straight, proving that she's still regal with a simple style.Photo: Dave Benett/WireImage.
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“I have fully been told, 'If you just like do yourself a [favour,] and don’t go out holding your girlfriend’s hand in public, you might get a Marvel movie,'” Stewart revealed.
“People wanted me and Rob to be together so badly that our relationship was made into a product,” Stewart told T Magazine in 2016. “It wasn’t real life anymore. And that was gross to me. It’s not that I want to hide who I am or hide anything I’m doing in my life.”
Stewart began dating producer Cargile in 2015, the first woman she dated publicly. However, after years dating Pattinson openly, she was angered by the fact that she had to hide her romance with Cargile to appease a status quo.
“I think I just wanted to enjoy my life. And that took precedence over protecting my life, because in protecting it, I was ruining it,” Stewart told Harper's Bazaar. “You want to preserve your career and your success and your productivity, and there are people in the world who don’t like you, and they don’t like that you date girls, and they don’t like that you don’t identify as a quote unquote ‘lesbian,’ but you also don’t identify as a quote unquote 'heterosexual.' And people like to know stuff, so what the fuck are you?'”
All of this is to say that Stewart needs that Marvel movie right this minute — and if her character holds hands with her fellow superheroine girlfriend in it, all the better.
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Welcome toMoney Diaries, where we’re tackling what might be the last taboo facing modern working women: money. We’re asking millennials how they spend their hard-earned money during a seven-day period — and we’re tracking every last dollar.
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Today: a 911 dispatcher and part-time grocery courier who makes $89,322 per year and spends some of her money this week on Reese’s peanut butter chocolate spread.
Occupation: 911 Dispatcher & Part-Time Grocery Courier Industries: Government & Delivery Age: 22 Location: The Prairies Salary: $79,322 (I currently make between $32 and $33.75 an hour at my dispatch job — nights and weekends pay a bit more); $10,000 (I also deliver groceries on the side. The total varies depending on the number of orders and tips; this is an average.) Paycheque Amount (2x/month): $2,048.66 (dispatch); $400 (grocery delivery).
Gender Identity: Woman
Monthly Expenses Rent: $1,500 (My boyfriend bought his house. We make nearly the same amount, so I decided on this number, and he agreed. It includes utilities, cable, and internet.) Car insurance: $170.80 Gas: $220 Spotify: $4.99 Netflix: $0 (I received a free year of Netflix by signing up for a reloadable prepaid Visa.) Phone: $52.50 RPP: $181 (This is automatically deducted and matched by my employer — sweet, sweet government pension.) TFSA: $400 (My income from my side hustle goes to savings.) RRSP: $400 (I have about $12,000 in my RRSP right now.) Major Purchases Fund: $100 Vacation Fund: $100 Cat Food: $120 Cat Medication: $20 (We love him. We really do.)
Additional Expenses: Medical Insurance (Annually): $900 (I am on very expensive medication and my benefits only cover 80% of it, so I pay for non-group insurance to cover the additional 20%.)
Day One
6 a.m. — I’m leaving work, because I was on the night shift. I’m still in training to be a 911 dispatcher, so I’m a shadow operator. I recently finished my 10-week course, and I have to undergo 3,200 hours of training, plus an exam. Typically, I work 12-hour shifts, four days on, four days off. Today is my last shift before four days off! Whoopee!
6:15 a.m. — I make it to the yoga studio. Due to the stressful nature of the job, we get to expense a lot of health and wellness opportunities, so I have an unlimited hot yoga pass. The class helps me forget about the shift I just had, plus, if I don’t go after work, I will not go.
7:30 a.m. — My mom gave me her old car, which I drive to and from work. Going against the traffic means I make it home fast. My boyfriend, P., is getting up for the day, and I pop into the bathroom to give him a kiss. Back downstairs, I load the dishwasher, prep all of the ingredients for his morning smoothie, and feed our two yowling cats. One has urinary issues and anxiety, so he gets special food. The other could eat an entire ham and wouldn’t be fazed, so we lock the special food one in the bathroom. As he eats, I have water, an orange, and take out ground turkey for tonight. I also make a grocery list. When P. is out of the shower, I let out the kitty (whose sibling goes to scavenge for potential leftovers), and we kiss goodbye. Then I wash my face (Cetaphil) and moisturize (CeraVe and Differin Gel for acne), brush my teeth, and knock out.
2:30 p.m. — I’m awake, showered, eating toast, and having coffee. I pack up my library books and play with my cats, then head to the grocery store. I pick up Reese’s Puffs cereal, chocolate chips, oranges, bananas, avocado, onions, chickpeas, arugula, cherry tomatoes, fresh mozzarella, shredded cheese, garam masala, tomato paste, chickpeas, white bread, eggs, and garlic butter. The total comes to $45.95, and I collect 4,000 points on our rewards card. We’re so close to $70 worth of groceries! $45.95
3 p.m. — The novelty sweet shop is the only place that sells Reese’s peanut butter chocolate spread. I buy two jars for $11 each. They’re an indulgence for bad shifts, so I’ll take them to work. They last a lot longer there anyway. $23.10
3:30 p.m. — I head to Walmart to print cat photos to put inside a thank you card (which I also buy) for our neighbour who recently watched our cats. She adores them and refuses to let us pay her. Library books are then dropped off. $9.43
5 p.m. — Dishes are unloaded and P. comes home to grab his gym stuff.
6 p.m. — He texts me when he’s done stretching, so I start making dinner. I dump chickpeas in tomato sauce and add a ton of spices to marinade for choley, my favourite Desi dish.
7 p.m. — We eat and watch TV. I give our sick cat his pill and take my own. We are both on antidepressants: the cat because he’s high-strung, and me because I left my abusive family household last year and have had panic attacks and guilt.
9 p.m. — P. and I head to bed. I listen to the Stuff You Should Know podcast to fall asleep and dream of olive oil, the topic on tonight’s episode.
Daily Total: $78.48
Day Two
8 a.m. — P. is up, and so am I. I go downstairs to feed the cats and start a pot of coffee. I pour myself a bowl of Reese’s Puffs cereal. P. is allergic to peanuts, so we can’t have a kiss goodbye when he leaves for work. Ooops! I tell him that I will bring him lunch to make up for it because he works close by. He agrees and kisses the cats goodbye instead.
10:30 a.m. — Honestly? I have no idea how I spent the last two-and-a-half hours, except for plucking my Indian eyebrows, because the maintenance struggle is real. I don’t get to go on social media much when I work nights, so I spent my morning zoning out on Instagram and catching up with politics.
12 p.m. — It’s marathon training time. I’m signed up to run a race in about nine months — and I already paid the $200 fee — so my goal is to at least complete it. I’m hoping for a sub-six, as in six hours. Don’t judge me. I go for a run and clock my miles, so my Apple Watch is happy. Yes, my watch is subsidized through work — your tax dollars at work. I call P. and he says he could really go for Japanese food, so I get his order, along with a chicken bento box with extra broccoli for myself. We eat in the lunchroom at his work. $29
1:30 p.m. — At home, I vacuum and wash the floors, play with the cats, take out the garbage, drop off the thank you card at our neighbour’s house and check the mail, where I see our joint credit card bill. The only items on it are tickets to see Ariana Grande for my little sister’s Sweet 16. My dad paid for her ticket, so I charged the rest and also bought tickets for P. and I. (P may be a bigger fan than my sister!) My little sister is pretty spoiled, but I love her too much to let this opportunity go by. I pay off the tickets. $340
4:30 p.m. — P. and I are going to Cancun for a friend’s wedding, and he wants to know if we should book excursions now. I feel uncomfortable because the all-inclusive stay, flights, and outfits for the wedding have already cost me $3,000. I delivered a lot of groceries to pay for it, and I don’t really want to shell out for excursions. He tells me he really wants to go see the ruins of Chichén Itzá with me, and offers to pay for my ticket. I agree.
6:30 p.m. — I put the leftover chickpea curry concoction on the stove to simmer and start the rice cooker. P. is watching Family Guy, a show I can’t stand, so I take my bowl upstairs to Skype with my best friend in New York City. We have been friends for well over a decade, and I got to visit him last summer, but we’ve only met up in person twice (we met on a Harry Potter fan forum). We talk about our favourite shows and books, and I hold up the cats to the camera. He also left his abusive home, and we’ve bonded over our #firstgenerationguilt and discuss our recent therapy sessions.
10:30 p.m. — I fall asleep learning about how nitrous oxide works.
Daily Total: $369
Day Three
9 a.m. — I spend the morning in my yoga class. P. is at work today, which means I’m delivering groceries. After yoga class, I shower, blow dry my hair, and put on my grocery-delivering outfit: comfortable leggings, a sweater that I can pull off when I get sweaty, and my bluetooth headphones.
1:30 p.m. — In the midst of my third order of the day, I buy California rolls from the counter at the grocery store. I haven’t eaten all day and I wolf down the sushi in the grocery store parking lot before notifying the next customer I’m on my way with their delivery. $7.49
2:30 p.m. — I’m dispatched to pick up groceries at an Asian supermarket and can’t find an item, because the label and description on my app are in a different language. I end up calling the customer and refunding him for the product. He doesn’t leave me a tip because of it. Whatever.
4:30 p.m. — I finish my ninth order of the day, boosting me up to $200. My muscles ache deeply from lugging around bags all day, and I have a bunch of random receipts and extra grocery bags in my car so I clean it out. When I check the grocery app, I see that the last customer left me a HUGE tip: $50! She was an older lady who needed help putting away the groceries. I only do grocery delivery once or twice a week, but today was so busy that I knock off my hours for tomorrow. Let someone else make that cash.
6:30 p.m. — P. suggests hot pot for dinner. Yes, please! The best nearby hot pot place has a late-night special after 9 p.m., so P. asks if I want to go to a yoga class beforehand. He cajoles me into doing my second class of the day by picking a simple meditative/stretch one.
8 p.m. — I’m glad I did the class, because my shoulders are tight, and my favourite instructor helped me release the knots. We catch up on our weeks over hot pot. P. also works in government, so we know how frustrating these workplaces can get sometimes, and his week was full of bureaucracy. But he mentions personnel changes are in the works, so I’m hopeful his situation will get better. P. pays for dinner ($35.)
10 p.m. — We are full and happy, and I fall asleep listening to tonight’s episode on impeachment.
Daily Total: $7.49
Day Four
10:30 a.m. — It’s Sunday, and that means I struggle into my salwar kameez to meet my family at the temple. Our relationship is getting better after having no contact for six months, a lot of therapy for me, and a lot of boundary-setting with them. I refuse to go over to their home, so we see each other weekly at the temple. I see my little sister more often by taking her to the mall, teaching her how to drive, and meeting up at her high school. I have to give a quarter when I go in to pray in front our Holy Book and take some of the sweet offering given. I spy my mom and little sister. My sister and I are like kids when we’re at temple — incapable of sitting still. We spot my cousin, so we head to the eating hall to gossip. I don’t go to a lot of family events on account of having a white boyfriend and living with him, so my cousin catches me up on all the drama. $0.25
12 p.m. — Lunch is free at the temple. My mom asks what I want for my upcoming birthday, and I tell her I’d like a fancy yoga mat. She loves Lululemon, so I tell her one from there is fine. She tells me to order it and she’ll pay me back. My dad argues that takes the fun out of the present, and they bicker about it, while I roll my eyes at my sister.
12:45 p.m. — On the way home, I remember that I’m almost out of nail polish remover and stop by the drugstore. I get acetone and eye the new Essie polish colours. I can’t resist, so I get a sparkly shade ($11.58). I also buy a Kit Kat and a sweet peach tea ($3.17). Dealing with my parents calls for chocolate. $14.75
2 p.m. — P. wakes me up from my nap on the couch (the cats have tucked themselves into the billowing cloth of my salwar kameez). He wants to go to the gym. As we pack our respective bags, we do our weekly check-in about emotions and feelings. Both of us came from brutal childhoods and that has sometimes made communication difficult. When we began to individually attend therapy, both of our therapists recommended regular check-ins with each other, and it’s been great. We’ve been together since I was 18 and we’ve grown up so much together.
5 p.m. — I’m done my run, but P. spends so long at the gym, so I read long-form journalism while I wait for him to finish. I know the desk staff at the gym, so I wander over to chat. They ask how the 911 gig is going, and I tell them that I was there for a call that resulted in an Amber Alert a while back, and it was the most terrifying experience of my life. (The child was found safe and sound.) P. comes out from the change room and we leave.
5:30 p.m. — I remember that the cat needs his special food, so we head to our local pet food store and stock up. It’s more expensive here, but both P. and I are passionate about trying to support Canadian businesses. It’s his turn to pay, and I throw in some Pill Pockets (treats that disguise the pill inside) because the cat’s antidepressants are bitter, and the pockets are the only thing that mask the taste. We lament about our sick little baby. He will likely be on this food and his pills for the rest of his life. We are such cat parents.
7 p.m. — I see on Instagram that a bunch of my friends have been to a outdoor art installation. I ask P. if he wants to go, and he agrees, so I buy tickets online at a 40% discount. $35
8 p.m. — P. drives us there and buys me caramel corn and a giant pretzel for himself as we wander around the gorgeous display.
10 p.m. — It’s our usual bedtime routine. The cats stretch across the base of the bed, and I can’t put my legs down. I can’t sleep but count my blessings instead. I’m happy we have such a great little family. I finally fall asleep listening to how drowning happens.
Daily Total: $50
Day Five
9 a.m. — P. and I rarely have two days off in a row together, so today is a treat, and we go to A&W for breakfast using a two-can-dine coupon for coffees, eggs, bacon, toast, and sausage links. $13.99
10 a.m. — P. and I head to the grocery store, so he can get dinners for the nights I’m working. He buys a random assortment of meats and vegetables, throwing in a pork tenderloin for tonight. I add Brussels sprouts because that’s his favourite veggie with pork. Because I bought groceries last time, he pays this time. We hit $70 on our rewards card and talk excitedly about how we could spend it. P. wants to save up enough points for a new TV, and I want a Silk’N laser hair removal tool. I pop over to the pharmacy to pick up two months of medication refills, which I carry to the car carefully because it would cost me $10,000 if it weren’t covered!
12 p.m. — We reach Costco, which always strikes fear into my heart. P. and I split up to maximize our time in the store. I pick up cat litter and two pounds of strawberries. The line is crazy-long, and we’re hungry, so I buy us a hot dog and pop to share. Since we’re mainly there to buy P. his work snacks, he pays for the main grocery bill. $1.50
1 p.m. — P. goes to the gym, but Monday is my rest day, so I go on a whirlwind cleaning spree while he’s out. I do the laundry, scrub down the shower and the bathroom, and change the kitty litter. Then I take off my nail polish and settle in to plan my week, making notes about my goals for each day. If I don’t do this, I get home from a bad shift and tend to spiral.
3 p.m. — Tenderloin is in the Crock-Pot for a four-hour roast, and I fold laundry. P. comes home and switches over the sheets, while I pack my bag for tomorrow. I bring everything I need to work for my four-day stretch on the first day, because I’ll otherwise forget. This includes books I’m reading, snacks, pill cases, and gym clothes.
7 p.m. — Dinner is delicious, and I pack up leftovers for tomorrow for both myself and P. He cleans up, while I give the cats exercise with their favourite toys.
8 p.m. — We watch a few episodes of The Office but head to bed early. I prep the coffee pot for tomorrow and fall asleep listening to how orchids work.
Daily Total: $15.49
Day Six
4:45 a.m. — The coffee pot starts to brew, and I wake up to the smell.
5 a.m. — Everyone is snuggled so tightly in the blankets, but I roll out of bed and pull on my leggings, a shirt, a hoodie, and socks. Dispatcher clothing choices are nothing but comfort. I wash my face and kiss everyone goodbye.
5:45 a.m. — I make it to work and finish my coffee from home as I swipe in through several layers of security to get in to the heart of the headquarters. I unpack my bag into my cubby and say hi to a few officers who are coming off their night shifts.
9 a.m. — Another dispatcher wants to order pasta and offers to pick it up on the first lunch rotation, so I e-transfer her $12.99 for my bacon penne. $12.99
12 p.m. — I call P. so we can chat about the morning while I eat penne in the lunch room. He tells me his friends planned a night out, which sounds fun.
2:30 p.m. — I witness a terrifying, triggering domestic violence call and am sent out for an early break. I lock myself in a private room and sit on the floor, crying and eating pasta. I text P., and he reminds me to practice all of the techniques my therapist taught me. A lot of people drink and smoke at this job and moments like these are why. It’s still so hard to get used to being a passive bystander in these situations.
6 p.m. — I’m released a little early so I stop by McDonald’s for ice cream on my way to yoga class because everything sucks. $2.50
7:30 p.m. — Everything still sucks, and I did terrible at yoga, crying and sweating on my mat like a disgusting Gremlin. I arrive home and P. has set up a nest for me to burrow into on the couch and watch Brooklyn Nine-Nine. I fall asleep there, so he gently shakes me awake to get me into bed. The tears have given me an intense headache, and I pass out once I hit the bed.
Daily Total: $15.49
Day Seven
4:30 a.m. — I awake from a nightmare before my alarm goes off and am immediately hit with a tears hangover. I go downstairs to chug water and take an Advil.
5:15 a.m. — Kisses goodbye, and I’m on the road.
9 a.m. — Someone brought coffee and treats from Tim Hortons. I drop a toonie into a Tim’s cup filled with change and grab a few glorious chocolate Timbits. I’m glad I can share this stereotypical Canadian moment. $2
12 p.m. — At lunch, I see I haven’t budged in the library hold queue for a popular new novel, so I log onto Amazon and buy it. If I hate it, I’ll just donate it to the library. $26.25
6 p.m. — It’s a marathon training day. My headache dissipates as I pound out my miles. P. joins me at the gym and makes kissy faces at me from the weight-training area.
9 p.m. — I don’t go to work until 6 p.m. tomorrow night, so I try and stay up as late as I can to reset my clock. P. heads to bed, and I settle in with a book.
Daily Total: $28.25
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Can you even remember a time before K-beauty hit the American market and pretty much changed everything? Us neither. The phenomenon has turned us on to ultra-hydrating essences, next-level sunscreens, and yes, oodles of sheet masks — something that has put us on the path to not just glowy skin, but glassy skin. (Yeah, it’s a thing, and for many of us, it’s the pinnacle of goals.)
Another major player co-opted from K-beauty are ampoules — super concentrated serums that generally deliver a higher potency of skin nourishing ingredients. “Ampoules have been a part of Korean skincare for a very long time,” says Soko Glam co-founder and esthetician Charlotte Cho. “They don’t contain fillers like emulsifiers or emollients that cleansers and moisturizers do, so the active ingredients make a big difference in your skin.” Many are made to target specific issues (like dark spots, the effects of aging, or dry skin) and the most hardcore of skin-care fanatics mix and match them depending on their skin’s particular needs of the day. Others — primarily those made by American-based brands — are built for multitasking because that’s how our culture likes to roll.
A couple things you’ll notice about ampoules: Some are packaged in their own little vials or capsules. (This isn’t just about a cuteness factor, but done for one-off use and portability.) They also tend to be more expensive than other serum options offered by a brand. The reason for both one-off packaging and the higher price point? These suckers tend to pack more potent concentrations of top-performing ingredients than traditional serums, and therefore, offer foolproof portion control.
“Individually-packaged ampoules provide a dose-controlled amount of high quality ingredients,” says Annie Chiu, MD, an LA-based dermatologist and dermatology staff member at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center. “I find a lot of people overestimate how much they need in potent skin products like serums, which can be more costly. The skin can only absorb a certain amount of nutrients at a time, so more is not always better. Ampoules are a great way to know you are doing enough but not wasting product.”
Dr. Chiu also offers a tip for justifying some of the heavier price tags out there. “Really look at the ingredients,” she advises. “Sometimes, ampoules are just a marketing ploy and not necessarily higher concentration.”
Ahead, follow this guide to find the right ampoule for your skin type.
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A little hydration nation goes a long way. Dr. Barbara Sturm's potent ampoules address everything from dryness to fine lines thanks to hyaluronic acid and purslane, a antioxidant-rich ingredient that shields skin against free radical damage.
Dr. Barbara Sturm Hyaluronic Ampoules, $Array, available at Violet GreyRefinery 29
Upon first application, you’d never know that 10% vitamin C is packed within each of these single-use capsules. That's because the formula is also loaded with hydrators, which takes away any sensation of tingle that can come with other high-C products. That’s by design: CircCell is based in Wyoming, where the climate toggles between one harsh extreme to another, so its founder focuses on formulas that won’t irritate the skin. While some ampoules are best saved for nighttime use, this one is fit for day. “High-antioxidant ampoules used during the day can better combat oxidative stressors like UV radiation and pollution,” Dr. Chiu says.
Circcell Vitamin C Ampoules, $Array, available at DermStoreRefinery 29
The individual vials in this pack of ampoules are generously portioned, which allows us to cover our face, neck, and décolletage in one shot. Yes, vitamin C alone is a star ingredient — something that brightens complexions. But it’s also charged with moisturizing hyaluronic acid and proteoglycans, which are proteins that help boost the skin’s own hyaluronic acid production.
Isdinceutics UltraGlican Antioxidant and Moisturizing Ampoules, $Array, available at IsdinRefinery 29
“More moisturizing ampoules are a great intermittent boost for when the skin is feeling tight, or if you are building up towards a big event where you want an extra pop of glow,” Dr. Chiu notes. These capsules feature ultra-hydrating ceramides and a potent dose of fatty acids — both great ingredient to help repair dry and flaky skin. They’re also extremely TSA-friendly and are housed in capsules that don’t easily burst. Keep a couple in your bag for an instant boost done anywhere.
Elizabeth Arden Advanced Ceramide Capsules, $Array, available at NordstromRefinery 29
This three-step ampoule system is designed to mimic the popular (and pricey AF facials) that celebrities often get before a red carpet; often, this includes a combination of exfoliation via a peel or microdermabrasion, tightening with radio frequency or lasers, and infusing the skin with nutrient-rich antioxidants. This at-home version, comprising four total treatments, does a great job of balancing out oily skin with steps to gently peel, rehydrate, and brighten with antioxidants, and improve skin texture. Dr. Chiu advises using it before bed. “At night while we are sleeping, the vessels in the skin dilate, making the skin more open to absorption of actives,” she says.
Natura Bisse Diamond Instant Glow, $Array, available at Neiman MarcusRefinery 29
Geared to help fight pollution and smooth fine lines around the forehead and eyes, these capsules boast six naturally-derived amino acids and a generous dose of vitamin E, an antioxidant. Bonus: The silky formula also leaves skin impossibly smooth.
Eve Lom Age Defying Smoothing Treatment, $Array, available at SephoraRefinery 29
This affordable K-beauty pick is made with a whopping 76.52% mushroom extract (to boost collagen production and minimize the appearance of fine lines), in addition to skin-loving botanicals like aloe, cica, and sodium hyaluronate (a form of hyaluronic acid).
The Plant Base Time Stop Collagen Ampoule, $Array, available at Soko GlamRefinery 293LAB Super Ampoules
Your usual anti-aging cream has nothing on this intensive one-month treatment, which uses the most advanced technology on the market to reduce deep-set wrinkles and improve the skin's density and firmness, all while strengthening, brightening, and promoting mild exfoliation, too. At that price, a product should be a once-in-a-lifetime game-changer — and this innovative ampoule set certainly is.
3Lab 3LAB h Serum, $Array, available at SkinStoreRefinery 29
It’s time we admitted that the calendar year is built of just two seasons: winter and summer. In between, you’ve got something like an epilogue to summer and another thing that’s like winter’s footnote. We’ve titled them “fall” and “spring,” but they don’t seem to amount to much. In fact, their primary signifier may simply be the fact that it often feels impossible to dress for the weather.
We’re talking shorts with sweaters! Sandals with wool pants! Coats with sundresses! It’s seasonal chaos. But thankfully, this year, we’ve got a solution (other than “layers!”): Banana Republic‘s new summer-meets-whatever-comes-next line, designed specifically to keep you looking good as hell, even when you literally do not know what season it is.
Ahead, take a look at our favorite looks from the collection, for when you’re feeling…seasonally confused.
Supper-Club Chic
Among the only pleasant aspects of the transition from summer to winter is the introduction of the gourd palette: mustard yellows, deep oranges, and delicate browns. You know, squash colors. Pair a classic wide-leg jean with a tailored leopard jacket and a mustard button-up, and rock this look all the way into Thanksgiving.
Business Casual (With A Twist)
On days when you know you’ll be heading directly from the office to the disco (or vice versa), you’ll need a look that’s professional, party-ready, and still warm enough to withstand a long night out. This vegan suede biker jacket has business-casual-meets-disco written all over it — especially once you add in a zebra maxi and classic white booties.
Business Casual 2.0
It’s not required that the modern career woman be ferocious per se — but we think this sleek leopard midi-dress paired with slouchy tall boots offers the perfect combination of wild and work-appropriate. It can skew either professional or untamed — but either way, it has “per my last email” written all over it.
Low-Key Highbrow
Unlike the dead of winter, the transition period between summer and fall is still all about daytime activities. This breezy dress can be as casual — or as elevated — as you’d like it to be, no matter what your day entails. Whether you’re hitting a picnic, an engagement party, a dinner date, or all three, it’s got you covered.
Night Whites
The whole “monochrome white” aesthetic stole the hearts of fashion girls far and wide this summer, but how can you repurpose the look for the in-between months? Try leaning into shades of nude to add some texture to your all-white palette. We suggest a knit sweater tucked into a miniskirt, with an edgy (snakeskin) boot to give the whole thing a little personality.
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In a world full of rom-coms, when was the last time you cried over an onscreen breakup that actually stuck? No grand gestures to save the day, just pure, raw, lust and heartbreak. If you want to get so deep in your feels you forget if you’re actually heartbroken or just bleary-eyed over someone else’s love story, then you may need to subscribe to the church of Drake Doremus.
The director is known for his mostly improvised, chill-inducing romantic dramas (Like Crazy, Newness, Equals) and his latest is a tender-to-the-touch look at a modern love triangle in Endings, Beginnings, which premieres Sunday at Toronto Film Festival. Much like his previous work, Endings, Beginnings is clever and cutting, but also soft and quiet. Shailene Woodley is at the heart of the film playing Daphne, a thirty-something artist (her specialty is hand-painted tea pots, which she sells on Etsy) who recently and abruptly quit her job and ended her long-term relationship with her boyfriend (Matthew Gray Gubler, in his third Doremus film).
Looking for a hard reset on life, Daphne moves into the pool house of her much more together older half-sister. She also stops drinking, focuses on looking for a new job, and cuts men out of her life. Until, of course, she meets two men at a New Year’s Party. One’s brooding, asking her for a light of a cigarette in the most drunken and charming of ways. He’s wearing a shearling jacket, worn-in with adventures. The other’s in LA’s version of a suit — he’s put together, and looks at her with the steady intentness. Daphne should be avoiding both, but she quickly becomes enamored with bad boy Frank (Sebastian Stan), a nomad who drinks absinthe, and good boy Jack (Jamie Dornan), an academic who has a dog and dreams of moving to Europe. What starts as innocent text-flirting evolves into two full-blown relationships. Oh, and the guys are best friends.
When Stan first read for the film, he read for both Frank and Jack’s role, but what really attracted him to the heady rom-dram was Dormeus himself, of whom he’s been a huge fan. “I met him and I said, ‘I gotta tell you, I don’t know which one of these people you are seeing me as, but I really relate to both of them. I love both,’” he says over the phone to Refinery29. Stan’s in London where he’s filming the spy-thriller 355, a movie he says is “stylistically and tonally very different,” than Endings, Beginnings, but with “a couple of similarities here and there.”
“And we just got very deep. We got into relationships and being in our 30s and the world we are in right now, and all our experiences.” The vulnerability seen on-screen between Woodley, Stan, and Dornan is something special, and almost entirely improvised, based on just 80 pages of notes. Endings, Beginnings is a far cry from the big budget Marvel movies you’re used to seeing Stan in (he plays Captain America’s pal Bucky Barnes in seven Marvel movies and one upcoming spin-off series.)
It’s those real adult experiences and emotions that come through in the film, along with the clever text message visualizations that pop up between the three romantic leads, that make this film both timely and nostalgic. Ahead, Stan talks about the vulnerability of improv, being type-cast as a “bad boy,” and the weird, but totally plausible, idea of him appearing in the Gossip Girl reboot.
This interview contains mild spoilers for Endings, Beginnings.
I was reading your Instagram post earlier gushing about working on this film with Drake. When did you become a fan of his, and why did you two think Frank was the role for you?
“I was aware of [Drake] for awhile. Like everyone else, I loved Like, Crazy, and then I also like his recent movie with Nicholas Hoult, Equals. I was also just really interested in doing a movie and improvising — because the entire movie is practically improvised. I never worked in that medium before. I got a call saying, Hey do you want to meet with Drake and talk about this movie [and] read the draft?, which was basically like 80 pages. There were two guy [parts] at the time. I met him and I said, ‘I gotta tell you, I don’t know which one of these people you are seeing me as, but I really relate to both of them. I love both.’ And we just got very deep. We got into relationships and being in our 30s and the world we are in right now, and all our experiences. Again, I didn’t really know that is where we were gonna go, but he was very honest with me and I was honest with him. We parted ways, and the next thing I knew he called me to have a session with somebody at the time that he was thinking of for the role as Daphne, and I went in and had a 3-hour improv session with him, then he called me and told me that he wants me to do the Frank role and I was fine with that.”
Only 80 pages. Everything else is improv? All the film’s dialogue?
“Yes, that is all literally on the day, in the moment, happening real-time. Basically, the script that he had was just the outline: Daphne comes out a recent relationship and moves in with her best friends. They’re having a New Years Party, and she runs into Frank who asks her for a cigarette. It was all outlines, but in terms of the dialogue and how we would get there, that was all improvised. That was an interesting experience because I had never worked that way and no take is ever the same. I walked away from that experience feeling very vulnerable. You’re not hiding behind any lines.”
The improvisation really added to the film. I left it feeling more emotional than I expected.
“We’ve all had relationships, and we know how tricky they are. They’re complex and there’s many layers. I don’t know — I have always loved romantic comedies. I grew up on When Harry Met Sally and all that, but I sometimes feel that relationships aren’t entirely depicted as messy and as raw and as painful as they are. That’s why I loved working with him because I feel like he gets to the core of situations. I’m happy to hear you related to it because that is what he wants. He wants you to go, ‘I’ve had that conversation…been in that situation.’”
There’s been a resurgence in romantic comedies, but not so much romantic dramas like this. Do you think there’s a reason why?
“I love romantic comedies and there is a space for them, but [rom coms] are hopeful. Sometimes when I go to the movies, I don’t want to necessarily see what my life is. I want to be like, Hey! It’s nice to think that maybe that could be that way. If you want to be inspired, or laugh a little bit — there’s that element of it. And sometimes you want to see a movie that makes you feel less alone in your experience. A lot of European films are much closer to this, and I think Drake loves a lot of European films and is influenced by them and the personal quality. Structurally in romantic comedies, you have bigger things happening, right? Whereas [in this movie], there are big things happening, but there’s a much more subtle transition through everything.”
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Frank is the “player” of the film, while Jack is the “good guy,” for lack of a better phrase. You’ve said before that you didn’t really know why you were often cast as the “bad boy.” Do you still not know why?
“I don’t know! [Groans] I don’t know. The truth is, the reason I was saying [I could play] Jack was that I talk a lot in my life. I philosophize a lot. I try to read things. Then I think about it, and then I wanna talk about it. I relate to that [aspect of Jack]. And actually, there was a lot to Frank and Daphne that we shot that was funny. They had a lot of their own back and forth, but what ended up being in the movie — I think Drake never forgot the vision that he had for Frank — [was him] being much darker than we shot. I am happy it ended up that way because there needed to be a contrast.
But I don’t know! I am glad they think I can do this. I am one of the most over-thinking, neurotic people I know. So I don’t know how it happens, but it keeps happening.”
I thought a big part of Frank also was his big shearling jacket. Since most of the movie was improvised, did you have anything to do with his outfits?
“Oh yeah, I kept that jacket, first of all. It’s a great jacket. What’s great about Drake is that he was like, ‘Hey, listen, people wear the same stuff all the time. If something works, let’s just it.’ I was like yeah, the guy probably kind of flies by the seat of his pants anyways so he just has a few things. I think I wore some of my own jeans. The boots I wore were mine. Drake definitely wanted us to wear our own stuff so we could feel comfortable in it.”
This was originally called No, No, No, Yes and ended as Endings, Beginnings. How did the title change shape the movie?
“It was always a working title. I saw that it was paired up with her experience — every no and every yes was paired to one of the relationships that she was going through. Endings, Beginnings is a little more specific. I know for awhile he was even contemplating a title that was even just made up of emojis which I thought would have been really fun.”
Oh yeah. I loved the texting aspect in this movie.
“There is an element of texting in the time period we are in, and there is this new language to it. They got it in the sense that both Jack and Frank have their very specific ways of texting. Jack probably uses punctuation, and Frank does not. [Laughs]”
You’ve worked with a few of the Big Little Lies women now. Do you have plans to work with the others like Zoe Kravitz, Reese Witherspoon, or Laura Dern?
“That has not hit me — that’s kinda funny. I don’t think I have ever met Reese Witherspoon and I’ve met Laura Dern. If the opportunity presents itself then great. I certainly wouldn’t have had a problem if there had been a role in the second season. I would have done it in a second. I loved the first season.”
I have one more that I have to ask about — obviously Gossip Girl is getting rebooted, and Chace [Crawford] said it made him feel “old,” but he’d be down. Have you thought about it at all?
“[Laughs] I don’t even… it’s so weird. Somehow a lot of people talk to me about Gossip Girl, and I always thought I was just a guest star. It was a very special show. It certainly defined those years, and we all got our start there in a way. It would be hilarious and weird and crazy. He’s right — we are old! I don’t know what business they’d have with me, but, Jesus. If there was some funny little witty thing and they called and we’re like, ‘We’re doing this thing and we have everybody….’ I’m not gonna be the asshole that says no. Maybe I’ll be in the background scooping some ice cream.”
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BRITNEY SPEARS
Britney Spears is one of those rare celebrities that is undoubtedly world-famous — and yet still uses her Instagram much like we do. Every few days, she shares sweet videos of her kids, snaps with her boyfriend Sam Asghari, unpacks a good shopping haul or two, and yes, even keeps her fans updated on her latest hairstyle.
This past June, Spears posted a video about her very own summer makeover, which involved a face-framing trim, fresh extensions, and brighter blonde highlights. On Wednesday night, she showed off a new look yet again, and this time it’s pretty dramatic. Spears, an iconic blonde, has now gone to the dark side with chocolate-brown hair accented with some subtle blonde highlights. In the Instagram video debuting the look, she wrote that her sister, Jamie Lynn Spears, was the real inspiration.
“Same faces, same dress, new hair,” she wrote. “Yes, my sister inspired me to go dark.”
A post shared by Britney Spears (@britneyspears) on Sep 4, 2019 at 8:34pm PDT
For Spears superfans out there, you know that Spears has gone this dark before, like in 2007 and 2010 when she actually rocked black hair before toning it down in 2013 to a warmer brown, and then actually streaking her darker hair with red highlights in 2014.
This new colour comes at an exciting time for Spears. After a rocky start to the year that involved taking an “indefinite hiatus” from her Las Vegas residency due to her father’s illness and entering a mental-health facility to help her cope with the complications that arose as a result of his surgeries, she’s been able to take some time for herself on several tropical vacations with her children and Asghari, who’s apparently all in favour of this switch-up. Under her Instagram video, he commented, “Beautiful blonde or black” before adding a sweet red heart emoji.
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I love New York, but sometimes I go into a jealous rage when I see what people who live in Los Angeles are up to. They have the beach, the green juice, andthe most zen yoga teachers. But my most recent bout of L.A. envy took me by surprise. I realized Angelinos had something I couldn’t get here in New York — and no, it wasn’t a granola bowl form République. It was a fancy eye doctor.
And it wasn’t just the eye doctor, it was his new holistic eye doctor’s office. It’s called Zak. As Vogue puts it, Zak is a startup that “wants to bring eye care to the forefront of wellness culture.” It’s a father-daughter operation, and its show runners are Kyly Zak Rabin and her father, optometrist Dr. Myles Zakheim. A visit to Zak, located on L.A.’s Fairfax Avenue, is not simply a visit to the eye doctor; it’s an experience. A journey upon which you receive complimentary carrot juice. “It comes in a biodegradable cup,” Rabin tells me. “Carrots provide vitamin A, which, as we know, is good for eyes. It’s a nice way to engage with customers and have a conversation about their health over fresh carrot juice.” As they say, the devil is in the details, and this particular one made me want to sell my soul to L.A. and Zak eyewear. You can also feast your eyes on custom Clare V. wallpaper in one of the exam rooms. These all might sound like superficial facets to business, but there’s more to it than the shiny accolades that catch the eye first.
The proof is in the eye care. “People look at getting an eye exam like it’s an obligation,” Rabin says. She wants to change that by making Zak a pleasant one-stop shop for all eye needs. They have their own line of unisex frames that you can browse on their site, cost $125, and come in three frame colors. You can also choose from a variety of tints — rose, lime, mirror gold! — and six shapes, including: Round, Really Round, Rectangle, Square, Cat, and Pilot. Anyone can order these stylish specs online from Zak, but if you’re not in Los Angeles you don’t get the carrot juice . And beyond their eponymous frames, they also offer designer glasses from labels such as Yuichi Toyama andSaint Rita Parlor.
As for their brick and mortar location, they want you to be able to get all your eye needs met under one roof, Zakheim tells me. This includes getting an insurance-backed eye exam done by a friendly, engaging optometrist. It means having your Zak glasses made in front of you, and your contact lenses fitted and ordered for home-delivery. And, all this will be done in about an hour. “We’re bringing comprehensive care,” Zakheim explains.
Rabin and Zakheim say making eye care more approachable is important for a few reasons. For one, eye exams aren’t just about sight. Zakheim notes that the eyes are the window to your health. You can look at the optic nerve and see signs of an autoimmune issue. You can also look at the back of the eye and see tipoffs that a person has high blood pressure or diabetes. “An eye exam is about more than just what line you can see on the eye chart,” Rabin says.
Ultimately, Rabin and Zakheim want people to care about their sight as much as they care about what they eat, what they look like, and how they feel. But they know it’s an uphill battle. Most people, including myself, don’t like going to the eye doctor. Eye dilation is a trip, and those ugly sunglasses they give to you afterwards are always too big and never fashionable. And then, in many cases, you have to take the extra step of buying your contacts online or hitting Warby Parker for a new frame. Trust me, I know — I’m squinting at my computer as I type this in three-month old, dried out contacts because I’ve been too busy and too cheap to go online and refill my contact prescription.
But Zak wants to take the hassle and the dread out of the experience. And for people like me, the lure of the chic lenses and fresh juice is the ultimate lure.
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The influencer marketing industry is projected to hit $2.38 billion this year. What started as a wave of indie brands turning to Instagram influencers to gain visibility for their previously unknown products has transformed into Fortune 500 companies vying for the influencer embrace of their lotion/water bottles/bed frames/smart home devices, too. And for good reason — who among us hasn’t been moved to buy a face serum here or a chunky earring there at the recommendation of a trusted Instagram expert? For content creators, their commodity is their influence — and that doesn’t (and shouldn’t) come cheap. From sponsored content to ads to paid appearances — it’s nothing short of a business. So we’re pulling back the curtain on the curated world of influence and how the deals get made.
Last time, we talked to a fashion influencer who began her career as a fashion writer before making the leap to full-time influencing. And now we’re chatting with Dr. Lisa Lippman, DVM, the lead veterinarian at Fuzzy Pet Health in New York City, who, in addition to her vet practice, co-hosts the podcast Pets & Punchlines and helms a very dog-filled Instagram. Below, we talked to Lippman about #sponcon, her favorite pet Instas to follow, and how she juggles being an influencer with her day job as a vet.
Refinery29: How did you go from vet to having an Instagram following? Dr. Lisa Lippman: I started my Instagram page about four years ago for fun and as a place to help educate pet parents about all the things I get asked. Then, about three years ago, I happened to have a patient who went really viral — Samson, the biggest cat in New York City. His @catstradamus account had tens of thousands of followers at the time, and tons of people and media would ask questions about how big he was, how his health was, etc. Since I’m his veterinarian, his owner had me jump in to answer those questions, and we sort of grew together from there.
How do you choose which brands you want to work with? I only ever collaborate with brands that I trust. About half of the time I’m the one who approaches the companies that I love. I reach out, explain who I am and what I’m about, and let them know how much I love their product and how I’d love to share the news with my followers and patients. Other times, brands will reach out to me to request a collaboration. They send me samples, and if I fall in love with their product and their company, I’ll help spread the word!
What percentage of your income comes from Instagram versus your day job as a vet? I wouldn’t have Instagram if I weren’t a vet, so it’s sort of a chicken-and-egg question. My passion is my patients, and my primary job is being a vet for Fuzzy Pet Health.
Do you identify as an influencer? That’s a good question. I love being active on social media, both because of the awesome people and pets that I get to interact with, but I’m also very conscious of the responsibility that comes with having a platform, no matter the size. Social media is a tool, and I’m so happy that I get to use it to help people better care for their animal friends. I don’t know that I’m an influencer, but I certainly hope I’m a positive influence!
How has Instagram helped your business? Instagram has helped me be a better vet. Normally, veterinarians are able to share their expertise on a daily basis, but only ever with their clients. Instagram provides me with a platform to share what I’ve learned both in school and through experience with hundreds of thousands of people from all across the world. What could be better than that? Instagram also really helped promote Fuzzy Pet Health, which was brand new to New York City, so we could help as many animals as possible. I love helping animals, and Instagram and social media have helped me do that on a much larger scale than I ever thought possible.
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Shopping for beauty is fun, but shopping for beauty and saving money in the process? Even better. For that, Glossier has its range of bundled sets that allow you to save while restocking your favourite products. Spoiler alert: Its latest is one that you won’t want to miss out on.
Glossier’s newest trio, The Ready Set, is here — just in time for back-to-school season. It features three of the brand’s most popular products: Milky Jelly Cleanser, Boy Brow, and Balm Dotcom. Consider this fall-ready assortment your basic (but not, you know, basic) starter kit to clean skin and barely-there makeup. At £32, it’s also a steal, allowing you to knock money off the a la carte price.
However, there’s one catch: Unlike other fan-favourite duos and trios, this makeup and skin-care set will only be available for four weeks, so if you like what you see, we suggest you hop to it and add it to cart before it’s gone for good.
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In renowned author Ann Patchett’s nonfiction work, Truth and Beauty, she tells the story of making a lifelong friend in an unorthodox way. It was fairly early in Patchett’s career, and she’d just moved to Cape Cod alone after being accepted into a program at the Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown. “I had spent a lot of my life trying to find quiet time alone, but I had very little experience with being lonely,” Patchett shares in the book. The writer was on her own in a new city, and not sure how to meet new people. But she was determined to do something about it. Her approach was unconventional.
She decided to start knocking on the doors of strangers in the buildings near her home. “I sucked up my courage and knocked on the first door I came to, but no one answered,” she writes. She tried again, but still no luck. The next knock was more successful. The woman who answered was a red-lipped Elizabeth McCracken, who today is also a famous novelist. She explained her situation, and they ended up getting a treat together at a local Ben & Jerry’s “having a conversation that would be the start of the next great friendship of my life.”
This may sound more like a shot in the darkthan a useful tactic for making new friends, but if you don’t put yourself out there you’ll never know. For those of you who don’t feel like playing a door-knocking version of Russian roulette, however, we solicited tips from author and happiness expert Gretchen Rubin (the New York Times called her “the queen of the self-help memoir”).
Whether you just graduated or moved for a new job, Rubin says there are plenty of ways to make lasting friendships in new locations that are practical — and maybe even fun.
Join or start a group
Rubin recommends joining or starting a club involving something you’re passionate about. “It could be a book club or a podcast club or a Real Housewives club,” she says. This can help you expand your network.
She notes that people tend to default to a book club, but Rubin notes that reading a book each month can be too much of a commitment for people with busy lives. Instead, think outside the box. She recalls a friend who went to a “Serial on cereal” club, where they ate Cocoa Puffs and talked about the latest episode of the true crime podcast Serial. You could also try it with longform New Yorker articles, since those are interesting but shorter than most books. If you opt to start a group, she recommends asking everyone you invite to bring a friend to expand your network.
Dating apps aren’t just for finding love. You can use Bumble BFF to meet people, usually those who are also new to the city. Like on all dating apps, you’ll likely have to sift through some losers. But it can work. When I moved to Denver one summer for an internship, I met up with a girl from the app at a baseball game. We ended up being hiking buddies all through the summer.
Find a work wife
Rubin says research shows that people are happier if they have a close friend at work. To make a friend in this scenario, you might suggest getting lunch or a coffee outside of the office with a coworker, and eventually see if you can parlay that into a happy hour or an exercise class. Offer to help them if they’re having a stressful week. Just being friendly will get you far.
Go online
Korla Brumfield, 28, says that when she moved from Chicago to Atlanta after undergrad, she struggled to find new people to bond with. So, she used her network on Twitter to meet people. “My followers on Twitter introduced me to quite a few people in the city,” she says. “I had already been communicating with my followers before I knew I was moving to Atlanta, and the ones who lived here showed me around and helped me get acclimated.”
Form a routine
Rubin says forming a routine is a great way to turn acquaintances you see every day into friends. People tend to go to the samecoffee shop or the gym around the same time every day. If you do too, you’ll likely start to see the same faces around, and recognize people. If you see someone enough, you can introduce yourself. “Research shows we tend to like people more the more we see them,” Rubin says. “So try to make friends with someone at your morning yoga or spin class. Or someone you always see at the dog park. When you’re out, look around and see if there’s anyone you could connect with.”
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It's no secret that Justin Bieber is a big fan of tattoos. In fact, he's spent more than 100 hours getting inked and is now officially covered in close to 60 pieces of body art. His wife Hailey Bieber shares a similar passion, but while Justin's tattoos are hard to miss, Hailey's are practically undetectable.
Since 2015, Hailey (née Baldwin) has racked up a collection of over 20 tattoos. While that's a relatively high number for a celebrity, note that, unlike her husband, she's a minimalist. Every one of the model's designs are categorically tiny, like blink and you'll miss them tiny. Luckily, we managed to track down almost every single one. Turns out, her delicate approach is easy to love — and copy.
Roman Numerals
In January 2015, Hailey visited tattoo artist JonBoy for the first time to get her parents' wedding anniversary inked in Roman numerals "VI-X-XC" (June 10, 1990). JonBoy once told Refinery29 that out of all of his A-list clients, he's closest to Hailey. "If it weren't for her, I wouldn’t have been tattooing Kendall and Kylie [Jenner], Justin [Bieber], or anyone else," he explained. "All these celebrities have come to me because Hailey said, 'Yeah, he's chill — go for it.'"Refinery 29
"G"
The model debuted this tattoo in June 2015. "G for Georgia," she wrote on Instagram. The initial is a tribute to Georgia Veach, daughter of Chad Veach, the founding pastor of Zoe Church in L.A. Georgia was diagnosed with a rare, incurable brain disorder in 2012. The tattoo is a popular one among celebrities, including Justin, Selena Gomez, and Ashley Benson.Refinery 29
"Baldwin"
One month later, Hailey got inked by JonBoy again with her cousin Ireland. They both got matching "Baldwin" tattoos on their middle fingers.Refinery 29
Broken Hearts
That same summer, Kendall and Hailey got matching best friend tattoos of broken hearts. Hailey opted for red ink, while Kendall went with white ink.Refinery 29
"Minas Gerais"
Later that year, JonBoy inked "minas gerais" to Hailey's left outer ankle. Although it looks like it could be a quote tattoo, Minas Gerais is actually a large inland state in southeastern Brazil.Refinery 29
Gun
In December 2015, Hailey revealed the elusive gun tattoo on her left middle finger. "Tbh I don't know why I have this tattoo," she wrote in the Instagram caption. "Just another story to tell lol. It is what it is."Refinery 29
"Gente"
Hailey got anotherbest friend tattoo a year later with pal Mari Fonseca: "gente" on the left hip and left ribcage, respectively. In several languages, including Spanish and Portuguese, the word translates to "people."Refinery 29
"Pray"
By June 2016, Kendall designed this clever tattoo for Hailey. JonBoy inked the letters "pr" to her left hand and "ay" to her right. The letters spell "pray" when Hailey brings her hands into prayer position.Refinery 29
Star
JonBoy tattooed this tiny star to Hailey's right middle finger that August. She also has three tiny black dots on her left middle finger, also created by JonBoy.Refinery 29
"K" & "3:30"
She also added the letter "K" and numbers "3:30" to her hands in the same month. While we're unsure what the initial represents, JonBoy wrote on Instagram that the numbers reference John 3:30 from the Bible.Refinery 29
"Seek"
A month later, Hailey got her third script tattoo of the word "seek." She revealed on Instagram that the word is a reference to Zephaniah 2:3: "Seek the Lord, all you humble of the earth who have carried out his command; Seek righteousness, seek humility, perhaps you will be hidden in the day of the Lord's anger."Refinery 29
"Unseen"
Hailey also has a tiny spine tattoo — perhaps her smallest design ever — of the word "unseen." Who knew a few years later the placement would be the "It" spot for A-listers like Lady Gaga and Halle Berry?Refinery 29
"coeur d’Alene"
Hailey kicked off 2017 with another back tattoo of the phrase "coeur d’Alene," which directly translates to "heart of Alene" in French. So, who is Alene? According to some fan accounts, Alene is reportedly Hailey's sister Alaia's middle name.Refinery 29
Cross
Hailey is a parishioner of the Christian megachurch, Hillsong, and paid tribute to her faith with this tiny cross tattoo.Refinery 29
Chevron Lines
There's nothing like getting a tattoo at Coachella, right? That's exactly what Hailey did while visiting JonBoy at the famous Revolve influencer party in April 2017. The result? Two chevron lines on her pinky finger.Refinery 29
Heart
One year later, Hailey added this tiny heart to her collarbone. "The heart was kind of aesthetic," she toldThe Cut just days after getting the tattoo. "I just think it looks cute. There’s no story behind it. I think the really little dainty tattoos are very, like, they’re very pretty on girls." She told the publication she also got the year "1996," the year she was born, tattooed on her right hip bone.Refinery 29
Diamond
In February 2019, Hailey skipped the Oscars to get this diamond tattoo, courtesy of JonBoy (duh).Refinery 29
Moon & Stars
Just a month before her wedding, Hailey went to see L.A. tattoo artist Dr. Woo to get several tattoos on her hands and fingers. The abstract designs include a moon, stars, flowers, dots, and most significantly, the letter "B" on her hand (likely inspired by her married and maiden names). The new tattoo additions came as a bit of a surprise considering Hailey has said several times that she's trying to save some real estate space for tattoos dedicated to her future children.Refinery 29
"Lover"
The same day Hailey revealed her decorative hand tattoos, she also happened to be sporting a new neck tattoo that says, "Lover." Looks like somebody really likes Taylor Swift's new album...Refinery 29
Thumb Tattoo
Recently, Hailey paid yet another visit to Dr. Woo to add even more designs to her delicate hand decor. Hailey showed off the new thumb tattoos — which appear to be a collection of tiny stars and feathers — on her Instagram Story.Refinery 29
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